Ashley

Do you think Ashley got what she wanted?  It doesn't seem like anyone will finish off some things, while she gets it.

Graduation

I guess I will when I am settled or maybe even before, maybe even before publishing my book.  I may have 4 classes left, may take 1 or 2.  Maybe 1 or 2 religions and 1 science, maybe done with math.

College Material

I wish I could do some college General Studies about now, maybe get my AA, but I have things to get in order.  I could do it on Survivors Benefits and not work.

Waiting to Eat

I'm just waiting for my nurse to let me take my medicine and give myself insulin shots.

I want to go to the dining room to eat my noodle soup.

I saw she got up from waiting for a text from a doctor.

Cold Weather

 32*F tonight!  The degree for snow!  The frost is going to the counties not on the water! in Ohio!

Something Better Gritty

Rather than blaming the little girls of the orchestra and whatnot, why not ask why Andre Rieu must have an overarching sort of "problem" with me that I'm not a pleasure to confide in.  It's either older White people or younger White people, and younger White people get "fucked."  I'm like an older equal regarding any new advances.  I mean, who are these people, Dutch women?  I don't have to be a younger person "end," however.

Question

Why do people act like I've "had my say" and I'm not that cool?  It's not even "shit" that I asked.

Blogger

It wasn't working today, so I wrote in a diary online.

Something

People in Cleveland.

The older nurses and "aids" here, maybe in their late 40s and in 50s, apparently have a problem and hate me.  I'm not here to be made fun of how silly I think they are when they are mean to me..  I'm in a nursing home and wanted to get out.  Apparently, nurses more around my age in the mental hospital and nursing home maybe just want to say they hate their job but tell me they hate it.  That's funny, people in Orlando were all like that, acting mean to me because they work and saying it was my fault when it wasn't my fault life feels like this or happens to be like this.

Idea

I think I'm gonna sell that book when I save money, make some money, and move.  Otherwise, I'd sell my music playing, first.

Hm.

People don't recognize me for what I do.

Idea

Make plebeian relations "jump through hurtles."

There's nothing to do.

I'm not here to feel sorry for anyone about money.

I know Latin American and African American families center on food and family and same with Asians and also on food Italian Americans center.

I don't have anything to do.

How do people get money to do nice things and not get pestered like they don't deserve it?