If I make money, like Barb, I will have a nice guest room or so to take in families in need that are comfortable around me personally like family. I will donate to those in need individually and since I’m smart chose what happens to that money. It’s always good to have a backup plan and make sure help doesn’t find itself the wrong way.
Friday, May 17, 2024
Relative
Dad with his youngest sister’s only daughter’s youngest of two children, sons, who has a different dad than her oldest son.
Frilly
Crystal's Private World 🦄 🙄 😒 🧐 🤨 🥀 💙 🩵 🥶 🫨 🤳 🪵 🐒🦍 🐾 🪱
Crystal ran away in private and cuddled up in a little room of hers she made out with a blanket and pillow on a cushion on the floor. She wasn't sobbing because she was busy thinking. She had a picture in a frame of her mom and looked at it. She knew her name was Bridget Speele. Crystal was now 14 years old, and her mom was only 19 when she was born. She was to never see her again. Lucky she was born, unless she was taken out early.
Crystal felt horrified. She was always nice to everyone. She had the orchestra secretly jealous of her being the last of the great Andre Rieu's daughters. He had one girl named Frilly who was 16 and an older girl named Joanna who was 20. Now, Andre Rieu was in love interests with another woman named Joan. She was supposed to meet her dad who she never saw but now he never knew her and just kept up with her older part sister little Frilly, who shared mothers who were half sisters. Felicity was gone, anyway, gave a good show.
She was in a cozy place to herself, a cavern in a tavern. It was beautiful outside there, a lovely garden and the skies above. There were dewdrops all around. There were birds grazing.
She went out and strolled slowly, trying to help not even dreaming of her dad the great Andre Rieu. She just didn't want to feel bad around everyone she knew and grow to be that way meeting a blank stranger checking her social background. She pulled out her cellphone and checked Facebook.
Frilly
Crystal's Puzzle-ments 🍄 🤔 🥸 💀 😥 🥀 🦕 🧸 🚥 🔊
Crystal was caught and crying and could not get out. She was all alone. What escape was there? Drugs? In a world where Andre Rieu's musicians were at her for their excuses constantly going about being jealous of her, when they would find how much they need not ever be, it's like the world said wait don't do drugs, we'll fix this somehow, you won't all be jealous of little kids now. But these leaders were swarmed and consumed and swallowed up whole, as if by huge snakes.
What did the drugs have to do with her? Just that, then? No one cared to look into anything, as if there was no answer, to all her problems, and no one would leave her alone or treat her normal and talk to her. She was a great person, but so much for being the youngest of the great Andre Rieu, who had 2 daughters, Frilly and Crystal. Frilly was with his first wife, Felicity, and Crystal was from the woods in a romance with another girl who was very young. Now, Andre Rieu flirts with Joanna, and Felicity is barely seen.
Out of the shadows came a real bully with crooked teeth and a missing tooth, a tall lanky boy with yellow dusty faded hair a little spiky and combed back to the side, pale blue eyes, peach skin. "So," he said approaching her, a shadow in the open light. He scuttled in. He kneeled down and put his arm around her and said, "Trust in me!"
"No!" said Crystal, going back into his arm. She ran away, and the sickly boy could not even keep up.
Problem
I didn't ask for these folks to come into my life now and tire me out. I was gonna do something.
Joni "Settles for Less"
Why does Joni not get pestered with problems with Andre, like other people recommending her out?
Andre is a great thing. It's not like since I'm great I don't have him cuz he's not good enough. Or I do great things in life like I didn't accept his conducting.
Andre & Joni
I guess Joni and Andre are just too perfect for each other.
It looks like he's just being mean to me, not saying I'm 2nd.
The Greats
I should look to the greats in the arts, not like oh someone who does music is nothing in art. I always thought musicians were good at art, dancing/ballet. It's not that they've done it but that they chose an art to be good at. The arts movements followed each other in history, seems somewhat magically.
Lunch
Lunch was a salad, the nursing home's chef salad, minus the dressing since I didn't apply it.
I just opened a cup of applesauce from last night.
I'm glad I came here and learned of that kidney disease exists. I think I'm loving this insulin, now.
I still didn't finish the salad.
I have the doctor appointment on the phone later now, 2:00 P.M. It should be better than what the last test results produced, or was it the brain scan and now it's a different blood sampling?
I'm glad I had the McDonald's treat last night, but it'd be to spend $40 or $50 at Applebee's or whatever it is at Outback for a full course meal or whatever it is. Wouldn't it be nice if my art sold? I can paint, I can play.
Breakfast
I just had a small bowl of "cream of wheat" and a small cinnamon roll.
I'm sick of their eggs, and the bacon isn't that great.
I'm having some iced tea from last night's "snack cart."
This is so not enough. I might get some money from an app, looks like around $150, $100. I'll save it for when I really need to order food, maybe for my birthday Monday. I have enough for 1 more DoorDash, since last night's emergency. I have like $19 left. You know, I slept in after waking up once at 4, which has maybe never happened. I feel I slept well. My dreams weren't so impulsively dangerous, neither, like some had been. I wonder if I can afford Outback, something worthwhile there or really tasty.
Right now, I'm sucking on a cough drop and eyeing my bed.
It sucks I didn't go home earlier this month.
So I could save money for postponed rent, I wish I didn't plan to maybe move to another apartment in April and went home already. I was supposedly able to, but they still haven't.. I should have gone home long ago. They've made me nervous.
Food
I got a double quarter pounder at McDonald's, combo.
There was supposed to be a BBQ earlier today, but it was put at lunch when I ordered a salad instead of the regular lunch. Hamburgers & hot dogs. My breakfast was only a small bowl of something ("cream of wheat." It does taste good, but it was too small.) Lunch was part of their chef salad, yet again. (I ordered hamburgers half the replacements for next week.) Supper was some steamed un-fresh vegetables, a half a slice of garlic thick white sliced bread, and maybe 4 large raviolis but not like 1/2 the plate large. I did have a thin frozen pizza earlier today, regular cheese, from Dollar Tree online. I walked a lot outside and went to the *party*, too. It was kinda hot out, with a cool breeze, though.
I don't even have enough for my birthday, as of now, and it looks like I won't unless I get birthday money or money for my new squid art I have to do a painting possibly traced of. I wanted to make something worth $20. I'm not crazy about details being made up, so it's gonna look a little retarded but fun. Hopefully no problems.. I did some of these before, so I know about what it's like and am ready to get started. I wonder if cartoon strips are worth a lot.
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