Can we just do something other than hide behind the war of classical music and violinists?

I can prove a time when Andre realizes what he's doing to his orchestra.  He must be giving a party to play for his hometown for a whole month, but I don't think they care hardly at all nor upfront.

It's "none of my concern," but I proved Andre Rieu copies "Ashley."  If he copies us both simultaneously sometimes, why are we even connected?

What needs to change.

We're just spending time not on saying yea famous people can do Christina and others like her but how annoyed they are at others.

What to do next?

I'm looking for people.  😡

I wouldn't "rush" to Hollywood, no one is there for you.

It's like they made a healthcare field that went in the bathroom and closed the stall after it decided not to play in an orchestra after sitting with their fat hairy ass in band all day every day while everyone else suffered who waited to play violin or something.

The healthcare field has this slapstick and unhealthy attitude, as well.  People are too gullible to believe that healthcare is the only real thing that matters, since everything else is to do with eating food and meeting needs in life, like the blacksmith (metal worker) and the carpenter.

The healthcare field seems to feel it is different from others and also "special."  Why?  Because they will never tell you the whole truth in words.  They just, instead, look forlornly about prescribing medicines that are more "optional."  They won't tell you like how important it is not to skip one dose of insulin because *you might just skip* regularly.  For instance, I told them I needed my insulin and pills when I go home, and I didn't get told anything like that.  When a nurse was out, not often, they never said anything, neither, like it was cute to be silent and seemed not to want me to feel okay about answering.  When you see a free dietitian, for a maybe either brief meet or maybe a separate visit possibly though, they won't tell you how to eat your sugars and assume everyone is telling you not to eat any at all, for best possible results, like this is the end for you.

I put my groceries away, barely everything fit with the thawing turkey.

For lunch, instead of sandwiches, I'm having spaghetti and meatballs.

Paranoid, I still feel haunted that people think I deserve bad things... and I'm on my own with diabetes.

I took out the trash, then paid rent.  I just have to go through and throw out old mail and some other things, do my laundry > throw out some stuff, wash clothes, wash bedding.  I'm good to go!

Extra expenses were the canned soup in the nursing home for $36 and the arts and crafts for $36 to improve my mind.  I almost got more.  I spent more I guess on healthy groceries?  Some things are a little more expensive, like cocoa powder which will last a long time.  I got fresh jars, too.  The old ones sat for 1/2 year and must have a stench.

So Happy

I got my laptop plugged in, and I got my speaker connected to Blu Tooth.

People don't seem to get how bad it was I was in the nursing home, but of course I shouldn't be there is the real mentality.

Time still went by when I was gone.  Christmas came and went, apparently.  It's been 1/2 year since and next Christmas's planning is already upon me.