Saturday, May 11, 2024

Crafts

My Stuff

Community College

I may need 1 more ensemble and 3 more semesters of violin lessons.  Violin may be only 1 or 2 credit hours, too.  I may be able to take it.  It might be the priority favorite, unless I want to get in Theory now and save up for Spring.  That would make sense, too.  I may need 1 more History course, maybe more, in Music.  I guess there will be conducting.

Community College

So, to graduate, I may need 1 or 2 math classes and 1 or 2 sciences classes.  I probably will go in the Fall.  I may only be able to afford 1 class and only have time for 1.  I could also do Music Theory, if I can afford like $500.  I wonder if I can go to Music Theory III since I know piano and chords so well.  It would be so easy to catch up if I just ask the professor after class..

Community College

I was thinking of progressing towards my degree in music at Tri C.. a community college. Like $373 per 3 credit hour class.  So, I might do one class at a time.  If I do FAFSA, I may have to go full time, but maybe not.  It won't pay for all the classes, I think.  I still want just one class at a time, for now.  Maybe two, later.  I guess if summer just 1 class, maybe 2 the other semesters.

I feel safe Up North away from my dad, and mom. ... and now Barb, who is involved in my being monitored in private, and my parents passed away sick.  There are some things I don't have apparently, but not really.

Maybe, my GPA will be a 3.0 someday, too bad I forgot to withdraw in the distracting environment and they are too stupid to help with my case.

"Father forgive me, for I have sinned..."

I listened to the suggestion of restless voices hating on me that me wanting to work hard for a good G.P.A. is bad.

I'm even more mortified by the question that a failed semester for some reason means that accumulating more good grades will not help and that seeking out Medical Withdrawals is not handled maturely and they keep telling you to call back.

High School

Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Geometry
3 - Biology
4 - Career Orientation | Civics
5 - PE
6 - Talented Art
7 - Yearbook?

Year 2 - 
1 - English III
2 - Algebra II
3 - Chemistry
4 - World History
5 - PE | Health
6 - Talented Art
7 - Yearbook?
Work

Year 3 - 
1 - English IV
2 - American History
3 - Free Enterprise | PE
4 - Talented Art
5 - Yearbook?
6 - 
7 - 
Work

Community College...

Joke

It's a "family business" that everything for me is okay and that Ashley means business and Joni also means business against my life in the real world concerning my popularity and love.

Comparing People

How do you go about saying how different people are different?

Parents obviously have an affect on you young.  You could say parents give up on race, like with biracial children.  I want nothing to do with my parents or anyone.

Update

I made a new section on the left of this blog "For Poor | On Life" and it lists 5 Surveys (5 Surveys $5)

Violin

It's probably too late for me to go to college for music.

I can still take dance class.

High School

Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III - Gifted | Advanced Placement
2 - Algebra II - Gifted
3 - Chemistry - Honors
4 - World History - Honors?
5 - PE II | Health
6 - Spanish I
7 - French I
Work & Pay for Dance @ Galloway's

Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV - Gifted | Advanced Placement
2 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry - Gifted | Advanced Placement
3 - Physics - Honors
4 - American History - Gifted | Advanced Placement
5 - Free Enterprise | PE II
6 - Spanish II
7 - French II
Work & Pay for Dance @ Galloway's

College - Dance, French, German

Alone - Violin

High School

Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Geometry
3 - Career Orientation | Civics
4 - Biology
5 - PE
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Algebra II

Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III
2 - Advanced Math | Triginometry
3 - World History
4 - Chemistry
5 - PE | Health
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Talented Music

Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV
2 - Calculus
3 - American History
4 - Physics
5 - Free Enterprise | 
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Talented Music

College - Violin & Dance

Mistake

I think people have made a mistake that I'm basically the stupid fart who decided I'd stay in the nursing home for 5 months.

Frilly

Link

The Crossing Point "Exchange" 😭 🤡

Frilly was 16, and Andre Rieu was 30, that's 14 years difference.

Frilly was still premature and a child on the inside, and it made her very happy and radiated and very healthy, indeed. She was mature in some ways.

Andre Rieu was already experienced in life, too. In some ways, he was like Joanna, who wasn't. Life was waiting for them. Joanna was his wife, and they had a beautiful girl named Crystal who was 12. Some girls were very jealous of Joanna getting everything, while sometimes people eyed Crystal who would flee into the distance and disappear, like a fairy princess.

Frilly, on the other hand had no problems with Joanna and loved Crystal and needed her in her life to make it happy and beautiful and worth living, as all the other people she knew in the orchestra were older. Otherwise, she was a stranger to life.

Frilly and Andre Rieu were basically siblings, but he was so much older he was her dad. Parents sorta disappeared, but Frilly wasn't attached to her parents like people like Joanna were.

Frilly was a lot like Crystal. Both matched their beautiful, bold names, readily, though each were thinking differently.

Frilly worked hard to do things like shovel snow in fine areas and plow it in big areas. She also played her violin.

Her confusion was a point of interest. She explained to Andre how hard it was to serve people and meet their needs, as she was a sorta servant to the orchestra and Joanna. She, as always, did a great job.

They were in the room, and he pulled her on his knee sitting inward, age 16 and small like the littlest of girls. He hugged her and told her to cry to feel it better, an exercise she did once for the theater with the older women of the orchestra and Joanna. She didn't want to do it.

He rubbed her and asked hypnotically to her if Joanna was bothering her, and she thought of her own question to most other women and she hugged him and got close to him and denied it.

She set sleepily and spoke of her wonder of the past and the future and looked up at him forlornly and faintly.

She broke the silence once more asking if she could do anything to help him, and he could tell she was going to cry, as the answer was probably no. It was a common thing for little siblings to wonder if they can help and fixate their obsession on it. Helping might mean working when people are frustrated or as they say in modern times "stressed out" or used to.

Me Singing Yesterday

Me Singing Now

Me Singing Tonight

Nerves

I can't get the people monitoring me in private to stop seeming nervous.

My Problem

What about my problem for me that when I find someone I like people point fingers?

Um.

Laugh, I can't expect to be able to look up Andre Rieu like everyone else, and in general feel satisfied?

It's about time.

Some weird messages.

Well

What am I supposed to do, turn on my computer?  I thought I was a human vegetable.  "Here are your instructions."  "What's the special prize, and who gets it?"

"Word."

If you're still caught up in my statement he doesn't do much in my life, Andre Rieu, I don't mean because I don't know of him as long as Petra.