I have nightmares every night, horrible.

So, Andre Rieu is guarding Ashley my younger girl cousin and Michael my younger brother.

My dad left them in death.  So did my mom who watched over.  They were too young to die.  Don't commit suicide, live to be 100+ in comfortable health..

It's too sweet, the interaction I felt.  Lots of people would celebrate, but it's a private ordeal.  I think Ashley the frisky puppy came out and wagged her tail and Andre Rieu pulled her back in with Michael.

I couldn't believe I bothered my younger brother with a picture of Andre Rieu and now he's mad.

I can't believe he's thinking he can go against him for staying with Ashley and leaving us.

I already figured out he was gonna do this if the people kept attacking him for attacking Andre Rieu.

Goodnight, I'll write a little in my journal again that I will post online, from a book where I post stickers.

The pills are easy to take.. and lovely vitamins

I have fun making overnight oats.  I went for a walk in bad shoes, though, but they're slip on's and comfortable around the house.

My nose is still good even if I'm Chinese even when I was younger but not how I wanted exactly.

Well, I feel better, I threw up that nasty tasteless overnight oats for whatever reason and the spaghetti and meatballs.  I ate too much and produced mucus bubbles and lay down and I gag easily still.  I made it out and to the toilet.  I still have to clean some of it.  :(  I dunno if I should lay down and sleep now.  I don't have to go anywhere.  I can go through the library activity book to see what I want to do this summer.

My idea for lunch next time, which this time I spaghetti and meatballs or whatever.  Beans and rice are like a nutritional power up revitalizing renovating healing health snack.  Well, my next idea for lunch I mean is maybe Triscuits, cold cut deli meats, and cheese from blocks chopped up.  I loved eating this in college.  How could I have known from experience?

I might have like $200 something left, maybe $220 when all is said and done.  I don't want to spend it on anything, though.  I wonder how much money I'll have next month.  I should do my shopping cart for July, Instacart+, big.

Do you tend to want to believe my dad over my younger brother?

I ordered a keyboard stand.  It comes around a week from now.

I don't want to buy anymore food this month but am going to food pantries.

Assuming brunettes are worth it, say girls, do you think they are smarter with brown eyes or blue eyes?

I am not exercising until I eat more.

I'm hungry and making spaghetti and meatballs.

I can exercise in here, but I did open the window.  The windows in the living area are blacked out with paper.

I just realized both Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton who are only months apart agewise feature young people, like youth? young adults? riff raff luck?

I'm getting a $75 TV, 24 inches I think, from Wal-Mart, and it comes with the Olympics's channel.  July I guess.  I can put it on my L desk.  I have art and music stuff I can move to my shelf there.  I can put my stuffed animals there, too.  Right now, they are on my shelf and used to be the only thing on it.

Is Vivaldi the Andrew Lloyd Webber of classical music and his The Four Seasons its hit?

I slept a lot recently, I may not sleep.. maybe in the morning unfortunately and I need proper fitting lancets.  I think the store has plenty of those.  I still have some.

I like the nose plug to make my nose appear longer.

"Florida" is shit.

Why are European classical musicians etc. acting like it's the thing to do to say hey life is shit and I live in an ugly apartment and ride a bike?

If I can't even celebrate past societal ways without being invaded somehow now, why should I worry about your concerning other people?

Everyone is looking corny being ushered in to acceptance over me with Baby Boomers..

I have a nose clip on.  I have a pack of some neat ones!!

I'm so glad I didn't shave my hair, I didn't dye it and the products are all so interesting.

Classical musicians can go to Hollywood.  Everyone saved their violin, when they saw what happened.

People look to celebs to have children older with more interest, or to have another, often or sometimes, but not always.  I mean how it turns out.