Why is Barb and Joni so interesting in my life being monitored in private like they're more interesting than me and better?
Thursday, May 9, 2024
"Dead Inside"
Women born in the early 1950s try so hard to make Generation X surprised and happy when their blank expression and reaction is the one thing they implement often.
Secret
Told children in my class today I was coming to a concert tonight. They asked was it the type of music I like to put on in class that makes them sleepy 😅 and they weren't really wrong. I'm at Andre Rieu
— KC⭐ (@K_CStar) May 9, 2024
I know what it's about, not me, but kids, and my generation or age if you have, as she says, energy ("sleepy" or not.)
Question
So, what do you think about playing music but not being as attractive from doing physical activity?
"Hit Gold"
People are still trying with other mixed Asians and Asians but not me, and that doesn't make sense when left to my own resources to figure it "out."
French People
What do you think of French people..? I had a foreign exchange student who was 3/4 French from Germany, maybe had German.
Problem
Oh yea, we have time, to repeat this.
I never said I didn't want anyone to have their parents.
Andre Rieu Needs His Parents/Mom or Parental Figures
I've always let Andre Rieu have his pleasures. I heard Dutch people jump in.
They are obsessing over I felt bad when someone made me look bad yet again in a funny moment.
They think since my mom is Chinese I can't do some things like ghey European people with European moms. My mom does have European culture, like it or not, and her ancestors did, already.
I guess no one is going to read this aside from the people monitoring me in private. Maybe, they'll just obsess over why I did it.
Saint Bonaventure
All I have to take at Saint Bonaventure...
10 more classes + violin
4 MUSIC CLASSES
maybe a music history
composition
conducting
senior music project
violin classes
2 RELIGIOUS CLASSES?
2 classes about the college itself
college religion
4 REGULAR GENERAL STUDIES CLASSES
a philosophy
science
diversity
maybe a writing class
So, it sounds like 3 semesters and I have a BA in Violin.
College
I have an even funnier idea.
I can go to Saint Bonaventure, where my Gramma lived who died, and I can do violin there easy and do Dance Team. I do have relatives there. :)
Loyola
So, I have to get in the transcripts and then decide about the organ audition. If I do Music Education, I might just do piano if it's Instrumental.
Performance
If I can't do Music Education, I might do Piano Performance or Organ Performance. There's not much to teach me on Piano, may as well do Organ.
Reason
Well, maybe I will take Violin, anyway. I was worried about learning Woodwinds and Brass/Percussion..
Music
If I have to do Instrumental Music Education if I want and they don't have General Music Education, I will be doing Piano.
If they have General Music Education, I will be doing singing and may take Violin, even if not for credit.
Loyola
I was thinking of doing organ, but I can teach myself that better, think I will go for piano if they don't have General Music Education.
Well
A lot of schools don't have it, I wonder if I can find one I like because some are both Choral and Orchestral/Band. I dunno. I guess I'll keep looking, though.
Loyola
I guess I'll just mail my 5 new transcripts to Loyola if I get birthday money or at the beginning of June.
- Catholic University of America
- Baldwin-Wallace University
- Valencia Community College
- Seminole State College of Florida
- Baptist University of Florida
Idea
Loyola in New Orleans
Major - General Music Education (Singing)
Ballet Class @ Tulane
Dance Team Tryouts
Idea for College
Loyola University New Orleans
General Music Education (Singing)
Also, take ballet at Tulane. Get involved performing at Loyola, maybe. I might have to audition to dance, or sing, too, if they do that?
I e-mailed about being told not to do Music Education before, which they had Choral and Orchestral/Band.
High School
Ballet @ Giacobbe
Year 1 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - English I
2 - Geometry
3 - History
4 - Physical Science
5 - Religion I
6 - PE
7 - French I
1 - English I
2 - Geometry
3 - History
4 - Physical Science
5 - Religion I
6 - PE
7 - French I
Year 2 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - English II
2 - Algebra II
3 - History
4 - Biology I
5 - Religion II
6 - PE | Health
7 - French II
1 - English II
2 - Algebra II
3 - History
4 - Biology I
5 - Religion II
6 - PE | Health
7 - French II
Year 3 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - English III
2 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3 - History
4 - Chemistry I
5 - Religion III
6 - French III
7 - Art I
1 - English III
2 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3 - History
4 - Chemistry I
5 - Religion III
6 - French III
7 - Art I
Year 4 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - English V
2 - Calculus
3 - Physics
4 - Chemistry II
5 - Religion IV
6 - French IV
7 - Art II
1 - English V
2 - Calculus
3 - Physics
4 - Chemistry II
5 - Religion IV
6 - French IV
7 - Art II
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Violin
or
Ballet @ Giacobbe
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Geometry
3 - Biology I
4 - Career Orientation | Civics
5 - PE I
6 - Talented Music - Violin
7 - Talented Theater
Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III
2 - Algebra II
3 - Chemistry
4 - World History
5 - PE II | Health
6 - Talented Music - Violin
7 - Talented Theater
Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV
2 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3 - Chemistry II
4 - American History
5 - Free Enterprise | PE II
6 - Talented Music - Violin
7 - Talented Theater
Year 4 - Salmen High School
1 - Calculus
2 - Physics
3 - Biology II
4 - Talented Music - Violin
5 - Talented Theater
6 -
7 -
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Violin
Wednesday, May 8, 2024
My Children as Citizens
Say so far I might have 1, a girl. They can't decide at 2, so.. you know, activities start at 2 and 3.
age 0-2 Gymnastics/Ballet/Singing, Violin
I guess I'd have her focus on ballet as she gets a bit older and play in orchestra.
Because
Do you think I only play violin for myself in ways I don't approve of learning? Sometimes, I play for other people and I know they don't care, play or not.
Violin
Mad I didn't practice? I didn't get to take lessons when I asked at 6.
My grandma, dad, and mom, all didn't answer, all dead, my younger brother was 2.
High School
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Algebra II
3 - World Geography
4 - Chemistry
5 - Career Orientation | Civics
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - PE
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe, Violin
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English III
2 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3 - World History
4 - Physics
5 - Band - Oboe
6 - Art II
7 - PE | Health
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe, Violin
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV
2 - Calculus
3 - American History
4 - Chemistry II
5 - Band - Oboe
6 - Art III
7 - Free Enterprise | PE
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe, Violin
Year 1 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - English V
2 - Biology II
3 - Art IV
4 - Religion IV
5 -
6 -
7 -
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe, Violin
College - French
College - French Major
(French 1 & 2)
6 credit hours - French 3 & 4
9 credit hours - Composition/Grammar, Conversation/Phonetics, Analysis of Texts
6 credit hours - French Literature 1 & 2
3 credit hours - La Nouvelle-Orleans
3 credit hours - Paris and the Arts
3 credit hours - Culture & Civilization (the Arts...)
High School
Summer - Geometry & Biology I
1 - LITERATURE - English II
2 - MATHEMATICS - Algebra I
3 - HISTORY - World Geography
4 - SCIENCE - Chemistry
5 - PE
6 - Careeer Orientation | Civics
7 - French I
Ballet, Violin Lessons
Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - LITERATURE - English III
2 - MATHEMATICS - Advanced Math | Trigonomentry
3 - HISTORY - World History
4 - SCIENCE - Physics
5 - PE | Health
6 - French II
7 - Chemistry II
Ballet, Violin Lessons
Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - LITERATURE - English IV
2 - MATHEMATICS - Calculus
3 - HISTORY - American History
4 - SCIENCE - Biology II
5 - Free Enterprise | PE
6 - French III
7 - Talented Art
or
Year 1 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - Religion I
2 - English II
3 - Algebra II
4 - Chemistry I
5 - History
6 - PE | Health
7 - French I
Ballet, Violin
Year 2 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - Religion II
2 - English III
3 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry
4 - Physics
5 - History
6 - PE
7 - French II
Ballet, Violin
Year 3 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - Religion III
2 - English IV
3 - Calculus
4 - Chemistry II
5 - History
6 - French III
7 - Biology II
Ballet, Violin
Year 4 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - Religion IV
2 - English V
3 - French IV
4 - Art
5 -
6 -
7 -
Ballet, Violin
College - French
High School
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Algebra II
3 - World Geography
4 - Career Orientation | Civics
5 - French I
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Art I
Ballet @ Giacobbe
Violin Lessons
Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III
2 - Advanced Math / Trigonomentry
3 - Chemistry
4 - World History
5 - French II
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Art II
Ballet @ Giacobbe
Violin Lessons
Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV
2 - Calculus
3 - Physics
4 - American History
5 - French III
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Art III
Ballet @ Giacobbe
Violin Lessons
Year 4 - Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
1 - English V
2 - Chemistry II
3 - Biology II
4 - French IV
5 - Art IV
6 - Religion IV
7 -
Ballet @ Giacobbe
Violin Lessons
College - Loyola - French & Ballet
What I Want to Do at Loyola
French Major
I want to do Dance in the college, too, especially ballet/classical.
Shopping
I tried to see if a $10 MP3 player I ordered is compatible with Google Chromebook, which I see I have a Dell it is, too.. I picked this out last night. It's for jogging/walking hopefully longer and more.
Food and Shelter
I bought 8 packs of 2 personal pizzas, so 16 personal pizzas, feel safe. I have like $200.
Making My Own Clothes
A real project of work is to make my own clothes. I do want to work. I have to try to exercise for my diabetes etc.
So
So, we're banking on if we'll make it better by the instrument whatever the trade or position, piano or violin.
Frilly
by me now
The Cavern in a Tavern and the Band of "Pirates" or Militiamen 🪠
Frilly and the girls of the orchestra and singers and then boys too were living for now in a cavern of a tavern. A cavern is a cave in a cave, and a tavern is like a saloon or bar in the desert or the Wild West. Andre was there with his wife Joanna, who was pregnant with a girl and had a boy already. Frilly was his little sister in this life, so they were bound together. She was only 6, and Andre was 50. She was the youngest aside from the little boy and the girl Joanna was pregnant with, who were her little friends, already.
So, Joanna was usually alone or with her friends and helped care for her son Peter Pan and her daughter who would be Willoweema. Peter Pan had cream hair. Willoweema would probably have platinum blonde hair and blue eyes like Peter Pan. Joanna could not wait to see her. Peter Pan was allowed to have a normal life, too. Frilly was considered his older sister and sometimes cousin.
So, Frilly stayed with the orchestra. The youngest next to her was a 10 year old boy. There was a 12 year old girl. The boy was actually pretty small and part German. The girl was Dutch with long yellow, shiny hair and a little shy seeming but already very pretty. Her eyes were blue, and the boy had greenish blue eyes.
Most of the orchestra was around age 20 - 50.
So, the tavern building was actually very big altogether. It was like another famous one in a way that there was old fashioned stairway climbing up to the loft where you get to when you start and climb up. You go up and there's the loft then you climb into the drawing room, where Andre is there whistling merrily looking out the window at the sea. The building is strong and high up so it won't flood and will last for many generations as an ideal fortress of strength and wonder. It is compiled of a strong material but still looks authentic and singularly very quaint. The drawing room is old fashioned with a large mirror, a place for the girls and boys to grow and play. Then, you go in and it's like a manor. There are a set of rooms down a long winding hallway that slopes up and the rooms are stacked in stairs. There are more than enough for everyone to have their own room, but Joanna stayed with her children, who Andre also played with very much. There was a huge dining hall, but of course they could eat in their rooms. Each room had a kitchen and of course a fire alarm and hose and extinguisher. They all had a grand bathroom. There were boats docked outside and men to ferry them over the sea. They had life jackets and heated coverings etc. There were some bigger boats, as well, and ships that came in. So, there were plenty of other rooms and things to do in "the center." There was a room just to hang out and it had perched up screens with the weather and ones you could change to see different things, like crowds. It was a new implementation. Another room they used to practice music. There was a chamber music room and even a theater. They had a movie theater room, as well. There was even a dock they could go to inside that would take them into town. It was big but didn't seem to take up room in any bad way. There was a living room where you could get together as family.
The girls would like to wear rags, some dresses, but most pants. It was sorta that old feeling you'd think today. They had a romantic spirit, caught up in the upbringing they had from family. They just wanted to feel good, however that may be. It was very European, long ago.
Frilly was getting good at making her own clothes and learned to make fancy material. She didn't really overdress, you might say, around the cavern.
They were allowed to go down into the huge bar, as well, which had cozy places in it, as well. They were in the wilderness of a desert sorta area with a town kinda, and people had nice big houses as families usually, some without family. Sometimes, they would go down and help with chores and things, like mopping for instance, as it was still old times. There was food in the bar and they could go out to town, as well, and play among the gardens.
It was interesting some people were about, pirates or like militiamen. They were there some to hang out, some to protect. They were a highly influential mystery and their arrival was like of royalty.
Frilly was wearing a rose dress with some flowers on it and looked out a window in a rare part of the huge cavern feeling blissful, even at age 6, like she was "fully formed." Andre came and pet her back and picked her up and talked to her and she giggled.
Question
Why do the people monitoring me in private after awhile acknowledge they are out to get me sorta and when I say it just sit there?
Tuesday, May 7, 2024
Job Application
I applied to be I think a party host cast member at Chuck E Cheese's like up to the 40 hours a week.
"My wish is your command."
I wish I could chose which songs I play in an orchestra, like hop on over.
Can Go Back When I Can Go Back
I can always go back to classical music. I liked violinists for how they move better than ballerinas to classical music.
This was popular back in my day.
There are more, too.
The modern one was so funny! So were the others. I can't see the humor anymore, like when I lived in Orlando.. but I still want to.
Interest Culturally
I'm not interested into looking at nasty European past. We're supposed to explore culture.
My Hair Color
I'm probably cool. I was ahead from being at home, but in school I was put behind for my dark hair color.
Brunette Exclusion/Enslavements
Brunette life is Hell, and Blonde life is Heaven, a world in world you never knew or could imagine.
Secret Mission
I did spark to be involved in Loyola ballet and singing, but it seems they reserve it for big time serious real things for people they approve of racially. No offense to Loyola or anyone, but I felt targeted for being half Chinese, to explain the find of this remote, random post of mine.
Dance
The dance school near my apartment even has a leaps and turns class.
I guess I will still go to the gym for $35/month, especially can in May when I go home by the end of the month.
So, this will help for Dance Team tryouts.
I think I grew from 5'1" to 5'3", too!
Middle East Peace Studies
Religion - Judaism
History - The Crusades
Religion - Islamic Law
Political Science - International Organizations
Philosophy - Ethics of Rights
History - Oppression and Resistance
(required) History - Palestinians and Israelis
That's 21 credit hours or 7 classes. I took 21 credit hours my 2nd semester and passed. I took 19 my 1st and got a 3.5+.
I can take more philosophy and politics even with this minor! It's like a combined political science minor etc.
Dance Team
I decided to do Dance Team, since my other plan was to do Cheerleading and then Dance Team later.
Ding Ding Ding
I want to go back to Loyola and do French and Cheerleading. Maybe, later I will do Dance Team and add Violin. I used to be a ballet minor and Piano major.
I just contacted the school, e-mail. It might take a long time for them to answer. I have to e-mail my new transcripts when I have money on my birthday on the 20th or in June.
I might do student work. I want to live on campus. I'd prefer the daycare or college dining somewhere.. I am asking if FAFSA loans will cover it since my parents died. Also, my scholarship is only 1 1/2 - 2 years more and I might need or want more time so I asked about extending my stay.
High School
Summer - Geometry & Biology I
Sports - Cross Country, Track, & Weightlifting
Extracurricular Activities - Violin Lessons
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II - Gifted/Honors
2 - Algebra II - Gifted/Honors
3 - World Geography
4 - Chemistry
5 - Career Orientation | Civics
6 - Dance Team
7 - French I
Year 2 -
1 - English III - Gifted / Advanced Placement / Honors
2 - Advanced Math / Trigonometry - Gifted / Advanced Placement / Honors
3 - World History - Honors?
4 - Chemistry II
5 - PE I
6 - Dance Team
7 - French II
Year 3 -
1 - English IV - Gifted / Advanced Placement / Honors
2 - Calculus - Gifted / Advanced Placement / Honors
3 - American History - Gifted / Advanced Placement / Honors
4 - Physics
5 - PE II | Health
6 - Dance Team
7 - French III
Year 4 -
1 - Free Enterprise |
2 - Dance Team
3 - French IV
4 -
5 -
6 -
7 -
College - Loyola University New Orleans - Violin & French & Dance Team
In on Business Things
I just found people are in on business things and I'm not though I'm not in on anything great for me or greatness.
Home
Sam is not here again, but I am leaving the nursing home by the end of this month, so they quoted.
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