Friday, May 31, 2024

Flickr

New Album - Link

High School

Salmen

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet
Music Lessons

Year 1
1- French I
2- Talented Music I
3- Career Orientation | Civics
4- English II
5- Geometry
6- JROTC I
7- World Geography

Pope John Paul II Catholic High School

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet
Music Lessons

Year 2
1- French II
2- Art I
3- English III
4- Algebra II
5- History
6- Health | PE
7- Biology I

Year 3
1- French III
2- Art II
3- English IV
4- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
5- History
6- Chemistry I
7- Biology II

Year 4
1- French IV
2- Art III
3- English V
4- Calculus
5- Physics
6- Chemistry II
7-

College - Dance/Ballet + Minor in Violin

Well, I'm good at putting puzzles together, now.

If all the good things simmer over as obvious, let's do it to the people themselves if they ruin everything, instead, since the first thing I said affects good people badly.

If I was an English baby, my eyes would teeple over to brown, as well.

So, Hollywood is more fair racially, and the arts aren't and haven't been for a long time.  Meaning, some are better some are not, but if you're better and your race is technically wrong people will crumble before your eyes and not accept you.  The arts are important, big, and classical culture.  Too bad we used it for the wrong reasons, too excited over Late Generation X | Early Generation Y.

I found the arts today seemed universally flawed, but then I came back only to feel corrected but not as impressed still as I should be with what I get.

It's about the elite performing artist.

Maybe, I should really look forward to being an actor one day.  Why do so many get hopeless?  They can even continue to be in more and more movies and have plenty to do, give to charity, travel.

All these cool things on TV are an escape from wanting to live, like the cooking channel is secondary as a profession to the arts.

Remember when they said they can't talk to Spanish Americans like everyone else? and then sorry we were wrong that Asians were the same well sorry?

It's no one else's problem, but it doesn't matter.

I found a good TV for $100.  The TV stands there were $100.  I guess I will get that before ice skates.  I want to watch the summer Olympics all the time, starting July.  :0

Thursday, May 30, 2024

2 Big Things

I will not do something unattractive.

I will not be in trouble if I'm not.

I bought one of those red gym P.E. class bouncy balls, an adult kickball.

It's still not good enough.

Well, my good food comes in tomorrow.  If nothing else goes wrong.

I don't know if it's safe to exercise now.  I'm not being lazy.  I don't know how to set this up now.

I hate getting on the floor, but on my mat.

I think it's using my legs and the stress of the people on YouTube.

Vlog

I'm hoping taking a break from exercise I will recuperate after 2 sessions for 5 minutes today of cardio. Maybe, it will help.  I'm a bit winded.

I want to feel safe and say I'm rejecting my family because when "the white one" comes up I want that to be me.

Reading Blog

Music Education Book

I hope I don't get tired of reading and get bored.

Update

Under Blogs > Blogs on the left side.

Reading

My aunt, Joni, comes on very strong, but she backs away from my life with a low self-esteem, when I'm still interested in her.  I thought more people would be very interested in her...

It seems people think each relative has different ancestors.

Wouldn't it be fun to have a job training dogs for the most classified or dangerous etc. jobs?

Me Singing

Billy Boy...

A Litte, It's "Okay"

Me Singing

"Think of Me"

Hidden Gem - Listen if You're Bored?

Me Singing Like Emma

Hey, good! :)

Me Singing like Emma

Money! 😁

Update

I put my profile photo is from 2023 on top of it.

If I get in so much trouble for being bad and ugly, then when I am good why don't I get anything like it's okay like other people?  Other people are really bad and get lots socially.

If it was someone else, do you think they would have been kept in a nursing home for 5 months?

Cleveland is bull.

For the nurses, it's about going by perfectly but it's ghey, and the kids were bad before.

Race

My theory is Whites tolerate the existence of Asians more other than not wanting to be them, in short, is that they themselves already are White.  ...And, so, seeing an Asian, they are still in presence of Whiteness and not really "alone..."  They are not told to just be more Asian, like mixed White/Asians!

Update

Top Right

Christina Barrett

Violin Major

Update

Left Side of Blog Near Top

Adult Ballet/Dance

I do plan to go back, when I figure skate and have money.

High School

If I Went Back

Pope John Paul II Catholic High School

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet

Year 1
1- English I
2- Geometry
3- History
4- Physical Science
5- Religion I
6- Health | PE I
7- Art I

Year 2
1- English II
2- Algebra II
3- History
4- Biology I
5- Religion II
6- PE II
7- Art II

Year 3
1- English III
2- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3- History
4- Chemistry I
5- Religion III
6- Art III
7- French I

Year 4
1- English IV
2- Calculus
3- Religion IV
4- Art IV
5- French II
6- Spanish I
7- 

College - Tulane - Dance/Ballet

Young adults with schizophrenia might be the byproduct of a bad educational experience in high school.

"COS" Child-Onset Schizophrenia

I wonder if they like to play violent video games, since they are sortra "suicidal."

Women with schizophrenia, many who were in a facility being treated for it, have small babies early.

Schizophrenia

The internet says it's rare in young children, like under 12.

I read a book that said babies with too much white bread go cross eyed in a honeymoon period with the mom.  It was in the library at a college, Baldwin-Wallace, Up North in Berea, Ohio.

So, My Future and Life and the Very Near Future and Present

I thought I'd get the ice skating down, it's not too late, instead of shooting for Dance/Ballet at Tulane.  I dunno, it seems good, fun, and maybe special.  It might even help.

I've never vacation'd much.  I'd rather skate than sell my book soon for money sooner.  I might spend all my money skating.  I dunno if there's food there or how expensive or cheap it is.

I wanna work on helping other people so I'm not alone in my experiences like life is unfair and no one cares about me.  I've achieved a lot of individual abilities but not made money from them.

The groceries look good for 4 days with leftovers.  I might walk and get Chinese or to McDonald's or get a pizza at Pizza Hut or from Dominos's or something.  I will probably eat out tomorrow with DoorDash here in the nursing home, and it's only May 30th.  I might do it once each day here left, that's 4 days and then when I get back home.  I wonder if that's $100.  I wanted to get canned food etc., but I want to save the money and get food from church and do have some stuff.

I might save for awhile and get the ice skates like in September.  More food!  I seem to have like $300-$400+ leftover.

What I'm Supposedly Getting for June

Just the Kitchen Stuff

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

Andre Rieu Blog

https://www.tumblr.com/andrerieu2024/751845000747286528/emmakokofficial-instagram

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so I can figure skate

'Seems I'll be getting by, with EveryPlate and churches's food pantries.

Are Baby Boomer kids a fuss over the mom being a baby and the dad being a boy having his s**?

Like, is mom making a fuss if the kids don't like a lotta foods?  Seems that the fuss over babies is who their dad is.

Well, how harsh are you on other people?

Not interested in other people's cries of pain because you pretend it's all their fault?

Are my associations really non-Floridian?

I guess I'll get by...

...by staying up tonight and in the early AM, taking walks up late indoors, and eating snacks, and that way I won't be doing nothing trying to sleep at any time.

Andre Rieu - in Concert Today

Ergo Arena, Gdansk, Poland



Link

I found I was used to learning from my dad in bed.

I don't know what to learn.

This Morning

I may have jogged for 20+ minutes.

Andre Rieu - in Concert Today

Ergo Arena, Gdansk, Poland

I was on the sitting step machine in the nursing home for 1/2 hour, again, and lifted for a little.

Colored Contacts

I will have greenish blue contact lenses.  I have worn blue contacts, before.

Hair Dye (continued)

I need more money to dye my hair.  I will have roots dark but like blonde.

Hair Dye

I want to dye my hair light buttercream.  This purple hair shampoo?  It still looks black, now.  I hope one day it will be naturally light.

I might get some nice comfy ice skates now, to invest, but I can't afford to go too often yet probably.  I am investing in it, though, even though I'm not going like every day.  I did that one week in Orlando.  Next month, I'll have like $500 extra.  I have like $300 extra this month, perhaps, if it works with Instacart getting a new credit card for 3 weeks, so I need 1 more new one.  A lotta work.

So, after I get the skates, which are $135, I have $300 leftover if I get a new credit card, so 3 credit cards this month for EveryPlate and 1 week groceries.  It might not be enough if I don't save some money and visit food pantries at churches, which should be fun, to go around Cleveland.  I also have 2 gym memberships.

After June, I shouldn't be behind in my bills straggling 1 month.

Update

Bio

I'm alone and on my own and don't gravitate myself to other people.

Facebook - "Tim Burton - Official Page"

How lovable! Such a fun movie!

It stands out well. It has laughable jokes all throughout? I hope the children take to the art, indeed. It has a young adult sentiment feel and seems to feature the feel of a teenager, “all in one!”

https://youtube.com/shorts/LDBUAaricQY?si=kwSpz2t0whvYaqVF

Nursing Home



At least I have skate shoes for in my home and will clear more space and will dance there.

I'm feeling so comfy saving money.  I wonder if I need emergency protein for my ankles, what peanuts?

I have $385 extra this month and $483 next month.

I think I will wait to get my skates, like til next month.  The skates and the bag are like $200.

I'm guessing that if I skate 2 or 3 times a week it's like $150 a month.

I think the roller skating rink requires you buy food there, at least.

I like both.  I do want to figure skates but enjoy just skating.