I found the arts today seemed universally flawed, but then I came back only to feel corrected but not as impressed still as I should be with what I get.
It's about the elite performing artist.
Maybe, I should really look forward to being an actor one day. Why do so many get hopeless? They can even continue to be in more and more movies and have plenty to do, give to charity, travel.
My theory is Whites tolerate the existence of Asians more other than not wanting to be them, in short, is that they themselves already are White. ...And, so, seeing an Asian, they are still in presence of Whiteness and not really "alone..." They are not told to just be more Asian, like mixed White/Asians!
If I Went Back
Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet
Year 1
1- English I
2- Geometry
3- History
4- Physical Science
5- Religion I
6- Health | PE I
7- Art I
Year 2
1- English II
2- Algebra II
3- History
4- Biology I
5- Religion II
6- PE II
7- Art II
Year 3
1- English III
2- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3- History
4- Chemistry I
5- Religion III
6- Art III
7- French I
Year 4
1- English IV
2- Calculus
3- Religion IV
4- Art IV
5- French II
6- Spanish I
7-
College - Tulane - Dance/Ballet
I wonder if they like to play violent video games, since they are sortra "suicidal."
The internet says it's rare in young children, like under 12.
I read a book that said babies with too much white bread go cross eyed in a honeymoon period with the mom. It was in the library at a college, Baldwin-Wallace, Up North in Berea, Ohio.
I thought I'd get the ice skating down, it's not too late, instead of shooting for Dance/Ballet at Tulane. I dunno, it seems good, fun, and maybe special. It might even help.
I've never vacation'd much. I'd rather skate than sell my book soon for money sooner. I might spend all my money skating. I dunno if there's food there or how expensive or cheap it is.
I wanna work on helping other people so I'm not alone in my experiences like life is unfair and no one cares about me. I've achieved a lot of individual abilities but not made money from them.
The groceries look good for 4 days with leftovers. I might walk and get Chinese or to McDonald's or get a pizza at Pizza Hut or from Dominos's or something. I will probably eat out tomorrow with DoorDash here in the nursing home, and it's only May 30th. I might do it once each day here left, that's 4 days and then when I get back home. I wonder if that's $100. I wanted to get canned food etc., but I want to save the money and get food from church and do have some stuff.
I want to dye my hair light buttercream. This purple hair shampoo? It still looks black, now. I hope one day it will be naturally light.
I might get some nice comfy ice skates now, to invest, but I can't afford to go too often yet probably. I am investing in it, though, even though I'm not going like every day. I did that one week in Orlando. Next month, I'll have like $500 extra. I have like $300 extra this month, perhaps, if it works with Instacart getting a new credit card for 3 weeks, so I need 1 more new one. A lotta work.
So, after I get the skates, which are $135, I have $300 leftover if I get a new credit card, so 3 credit cards this month for EveryPlate and 1 week groceries. It might not be enough if I don't save some money and visit food pantries at churches, which should be fun, to go around Cleveland. I also have 2 gym memberships.
After June, I shouldn't be behind in my bills straggling 1 month.
I have $385 extra this month and $483 next month.
I think I will wait to get my skates, like til next month. The skates and the bag are like $200.
I'm guessing that if I skate 2 or 3 times a week it's like $150 a month.
I think the roller skating rink requires you buy food there, at least.
I like both. I do want to figure skates but enjoy just skating.
That Asians are only considered worth it for being like slick and all Asian but not mixed with White, like races should accept who they are and not continue on a path to evolve to be more fair and White as a person, if it is possible for anyone to get along even among one's own race if it's not White, regarding if they are like White maybe regarding being very "European..."
Update - in Left Side of Blog
Present Career|Education Plan Etc.
I want to live in my apartment in Cleveland and ice|figure skate, roller blade, and roller skate. When I look good and feel more social, I can go to "adult" ballet|dance classes at dance studios. I can save my money and at know I should at least get a big income selling my book after I have enough money to know I can safely publish it? I can pay to do modeling and acting, and now I'm 38 years old and don't feel like I'm in my late 30's or about 40. I also plan to set up a photo studio in my apartment, maybe soon, and maybe do something else with some of my space, like dance or plant flowers and food.
