Sunday, June 16, 2024

Do you think there are any good parents with good kids?  Maybe, they are thin potpourri parents.

I don't think I'm going to church, today.  I still need to get fit.  I am going to the grocery store, maybe, to get muffin mix or whatever.

Early Baby Boomers born around 1950 and the early 1950s won't let me do it on my own and come back and be happy like everyone else my age range.  Maybe, they aren't perfect and are even lazy with "children," when it comes to personally.  I didn't need my parents that much, but I didn't get to go to daycare or stay in preschool all day.

Saturday, June 15, 2024

Just so you all know and just to make her feel bad, the people monitoring me in private are wasting my time.  Don't expect me to shut up.

It's hard to believe they get away with it.  How mean these people are.

Do you know what the people monitoring me in private have been doing for a long time? if I do something they personally dislike, they pick on me for not knowing everything and threaten me.  Like, say I get mad and say it, they might come back later for a long time and keep ruining things for me and doing whatever I don't like again.

I wish I could just feel good, it's my foot that's still haunting me.  Since the nursing home, it's hard to eat.  I should get EveryPlate.  Maybe, it will fit in July.

Like, people annoy me and I have nothing "to go back to" or "fall back on."

I'm suffering with these unnecessary messages from people manipulating me life following me in private.  No one really talks to me.  I'm not inclined to fall asleep yet.

Does anyone think humans are more adept to eating vegetation than meat?  I mean if you think about being a primate?  I wonder if that's why you can get sick of eating meat all the time so eat it less often, like if too much pizza with eating lots of that bread and lumps of the same cheese and salt in the sauce, grease form the meat.

Boys Up North stop brunette girls from Florida / Down South from communicating, by the end.

My nostrils, the airways of the nose, are clearing, as I consume a hot homemade vegetable soup.

I just had some sweet dark grapes.

The next 2 -3 ? weeks setting up for the Maastricht concerts makes me happy cuz it's about setting it up! so much.  It's also an opportunity to refresh for it.  Also, I guess you could have some fun!

If you think my aunt Barb and her husband are intimidating as people, they are the ones causing the problems already, I know my aunt Barb and I guess supported by her husband from Florida.

Well, I did everything right this morning, pretty much, and  I noticed the people monitoring me in private are going crazy.

Friday, June 14, 2024

I'm still feeling sensitive, delicate, and feeble.  Hopefully adding this vegetable broth will help.

I don't make a big deal of my problems.

I guess I'll just take a stupid nap then do the dishes.  I took a shower.  :p  Interesting?  Huh..

I guess my dad's mom's family is not being very nice and doesn't wanna talk to me cuz Barb is involved..

Today

I bought an onion, a tomato, and some celery, to make vegetable broth.  I won't use a lot for one bowl.  At home, I already have carrots, potatos...

Today

I have my 3rd load of laundry to fold, pretty much.

I'm making my cold water and ordered the cheapest ice tray on Amazon, which I think is flexible.  It comes tomorrow, unless there's another glitch, with paying using a bank account.

I bought a pitcher to pour water with today.  I have one to purify water in my refrigerator, and I pour it in this one.

So, I am having a hard time running low on money counting money that bounces out, in, and out of my account, for bills.  I have 2 checking accounts and 2 banks, though.  I just have a lot less next month.  Anyway, using my new knowledge of food, it gets easier to eat cheaper, and I have food pantries to go to.  I am even happy with the gym and being comfortable at home, to some degree.  I do want to spend around $100 for 8 king sized pillows and pillow cases in July.  I'll have a higher electric bill and can't skip my bankruptcy payment, which is easy since I'm home.  I might have over $800 next month.  I'll be smarter, too, about what I need and hope to learn more, like about the meat I'm thinking now.  I have an idea for the vegetables maybe.

Thursday, June 13, 2024

Andre Rieu's orchestra let me alone, but they still enjoy butting in ruining it for me with him.

Vegetable broth is good for being digested nicely?

I cancelled the book since I already have enough to make me happy, but I kept the like $5+ reading lamp that changes amounts of light and clip son.  I kept the bubble bath.  That way I will be more comfortable and not be stressed out to read the books for Toy Story yet.  I don't think I will get the pillows and pillowcases until July, though. I could get some, but I still don't think so.  I'm more worked over food --- and saving.  I have maybe over $200 total now.  I didn't buy anything too silly.

I can't wait til July when I get 8 pillows and 8 pillowcases, king size.  Bedtime will be fun!

Soup to Sip

That's it, tomorrow I'm taking the bus to the grocery store with a rolling bag and getting vegetables for vegetable broth to sip.

The Popularity: My Younger Brother and Younger Girl Cousin

My Younger Brother

My dad put him up as deserving something as though I was lumped into him and his younger sister Barb, when we are nothing alike.

So, he is something to, say, "scoop up after," socially..


My Younger Girl Cousin

She is definitely a worldwide phenomenon.  People like to give her attention or feelings that were going to go to me, for pleasure, for example.  So, you'll run into her in high places, that's for sure, for me at least.

No Such Thing as a Need for Social Segregation ("Ghey")

I don't think other races just automatically rub off in a bad way more than anything else bad that happens in some similar way that means something related.

So, there's no reason to be racist.  Whites feel good being the only white one, for a time, and usually have people they know to talk to.  Sure, some whites talk to non-whites to have even more people to talk to.

I'm eyeing the garbage and laundry, but I just walked home from Pizza Hut.

🚿  Ah!

I need to prepare my next meal and hopefully dry my hair, and put on the makeup.  I have to go to the pharmacy sometime.  I guess I will when I have nothing to do and want to go outside.  My hair takes a long time to dry, but my blow dryer is fast.

I'm sick of "violin solos" being so "dumb" and want to play something else for that but still be a violinist mainly.  I also play piano mainly already.  I want to make money now on piano.

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I might lie down but not sleep again and wake up and have my egg, green tea, and 1/2 orange ... pills and the vitamins.

I am so happy I'm settled, laundry.  I even set up my keyboard, got a stand from eBay for $20, or like $19.99.

I walked around the apartment complex.  People all over who live here, 2, attacked me like I was a dork, who were younger...

People coming here are getting all unstable over my problems like from being monitored in private.

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I feel the people monitoring me in private could connect to hurting the people I like most.

I'm so happy I pretty much got laundry done for now, 2 loads.

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I'm not going to line dancing today, but I might go to a cheap store for some tasty food, like nacho cheese dip, unless I just cook the tortillas with the cheese on it.  I might think of something else or get pizza crust, in case, as I eat so many small meals all day, now.

What I Wish I Did in High School, Now

Year 1
1- Dance Team
2- English II
3- Geometry
4- Career Orientation | Civics
5- Biology I
6- PE I
7- Talented Theater

Year 2
1- Dance Team
2- English III
3- Algebra II
4- World History
5- Chemistry I
6- PE II | Health
7- Talented Theater

Year 3
1- Dance Team
2- English IV
3- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
4- American History
5- Physics
6- Free Enterprise | 
7- Talented Theater

I wonder what's wrong with me.  The medicine is not very heavy...

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Wednesday, June 12, 2024

A Good One

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I think I do want to go to line dancing tomorrow.  I set up more stuff in my home but didn't do the laundry.

I'll bring my camera stand, too.

Do you think it matters a lot what fruit you eat?  There are only so many at the grocery stores.  Like, I have a cup of water with cut up lime and I have fruit out thawing I store today I take some of now and then.  It's more refreshing than just water.  I have some vegetables with every meal, like.

No line dancing for tomorrow if I don't get some laundry done maybe but maybe if I'm not tired.

People seemed to sense something the matter with me when I didn't transfer the money for today's sales, some cheap stuff, several things. I transferred $17.. at least $15.

I want to clean the kitchen, as usual, but my head feels tight from exercise.

I'm not even eating fried potatoes for this meal.  I really wanted to make nacho dip but need the chips.

I mean stay home for more than one day to do my laundry.

So Good to Be Solo

I might just stay home and finish off my laundry or half of it, which is important.  See, I didn't get one of my bank cards, 2 cards from this bank.

Why do Andre Rieu's people get to do that so much if I may never feel that good as of now?  I let them be.

It seems some/many Dutch people associated with Andre Rieu, a word I happened to use regarding someone related, do treat me like "shit" or trash or like I did something special to show I'm not good enough..

Do you think Andre Rieu's orchestra is cute?  I wonder if all the members are different.

It's hard to get back to sleep because of all the exercise.

I'm excited to get this laundry under control.  I'm gonna sort out the clean laundry to be stowed away.  I have to clean a packing bag, disinfect it.

Winding Down

I'm winding down, so I can take my pills and vitamins comfortably.  I have my green tea, to calm me.

Woke Up, for Now

 I may have gone to bed, like, 4 hours ago.  I'm still tired and would go back to bed, but I'm too hungry and so am having breakfast, which these days is a poached egg with salt and pepper and green tea and 1/2 an orange, along with my vitamins and pills.

I might wait a little to go to bed or go soon.  I'm pretty worked from my exercise class today and need to stay home and rest, probably.  I also need to do laundry, maybe later or after my next nap.


Tuesday, June 11, 2024

I feel happier when people make fun of me because I know all my fun work to be healthy and save up ^riches^ means I will go places and not stay in this evil deevil apartment and area....  I need to have fun looking into this for fun and find out how to find out how to live.  Florida is hot, and many people are Up North culture.

Monday, June 10, 2024

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The people monitoring me in private won't stop projecting themselves as stupid.

I'm the one who has to worry to stay out of a mental hospital!

The people monitoring me in private are drunk and provoking me to yell and in an apartment.

So, I've started to have been trashed, long ago, for my race, but it didn't used to be this way.

I feel social pressure that Andre Rieu's girls can get attention, lingering on Instagram and won't talk to me cuza my dad they know my race and have an excuse to be totally "pigs."

They don't listen, but I'm sick of the people monitoring me in private, like the fat fair Italian lady, going with the flow to make problems and it just goes, as she's the main person who's ever said anything, and I can't have the fat darker Italian lady who's still pretty fair, anymore.

Do you think my parents died for holding against my younger brother his shoving the dish in the table since my dad acted like my younger brother getting his wisdom teeth out was shit after?  I think so.  It's too bad, of course.

Andre Rieu's girls talk like I'm shit, in their accent.

People think they can act all drunk around Andre Rieu like they're this and that Dutch for him, while he tells me I'm shit socially for my own race.

I don't have anything special against Andre Rieu's personality, but he is drunk making up problems for me.

I'm extremely mad at the fat fair Italian lady monitoring me in private.

Why did the intelligent things go with woke?

Can I really feel comfortable at Christmas?

Sunday, June 9, 2024

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I have a pretty cheap pack for 12 like 21 packs of cough drops of Ricola sugar free, regular kind.

Cough drops can save your life...?

Taking Ricola which has whatever in it but not like 50 a day is good and I didn't get weak and dependent on it.  The herbs made me cough less overall and I still took them.  So, I wouldn't throw up from coughing every time the food I had to eat bubbled up and down the tube ticking it for some reason.

My mom died from medication making her throw up everything almost.  The medication did that to me, too.

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The Kind of Family I'm From and Why It Seems So "Well to Do"

My family didn't really *trash the traditions*. They didn't force me to go ahead and mix the spaghetti and the sauce instead of eating it with the spaghetti as much plain as possible. They didn't ditch dinner. It wasn't "PIZZA!?"

We didn't have frozen vegetables etc. That's easy enough, I could have done it.

We did have traditional food that was not exactly Asian dining. I improved it on my own by chopping the meat ahead of time and squeezing lemon (or lime I will start soon too) and sprinkling salt and pepper on it, as well ... but the pieces are already cut.

We had good vegetables, like good broccoli with lots of spice, among other things, cooked vegetables to include lima beans, peas, cauliflower, lots of corn, etc. We also had fresh carrots and cucumbers, the cucumbers being a favorite of my younger brother, every night for supper. Of course, it would be hard to get into a routine to bring to school, but some people do or manage.

We had bread often, Italian bread, like baguettes? I liked lots of thick pieces. I had done gymnastics, so this was good. I didn't eat a lot of candy, ever, especially before age 5. I was very hungry. We didn't always eat quite the same or as much.

There were times, long times we ate very differently I could go into.

We had the meats: chicken often lemon pepper rotisserie, beef/steak, pork, ham, and for Thanksgiving turkey. Sometimes, fish, a newer thing, maybe because of the bones.

We had cereal for breakfast and maybe other things, orange juice since I used to be allergic to milk but had it in my cereal, though it just made me throw up. I've had other things for breakfast. Oh yea, pop tarts, sometimes waffles Egos.

We had fruits kinda like a treat but more to be healthy that it was okay it was tasty you know? No added sugar, but that would be a new dessert.

We had dessert, just not candy all day since I didn't when I was little I guess. Sometimes, we made special things, like most people's parents have them do. People at school in public high school made such a big deal I always made store bought cookie mix cookies, chocolate chip.

We had the drinks: sodas like Pepsi or Coke, Sprite, Root Beer, and Orange Soda. Water with ice we had to make at first for awhile. Sometimes, I did it, but it wasn't a big deal and they ignored it. I was naturally clean, though. We sometimes had other things like the Hawaiian Punch I liked with cheese sticks, Yoohoo!, and for lunch Capri Sun which used to be sweet and good frozen from breakfast.

We ate out, too, and it was very social in a way to sit there and feel it.

I think I'm gonna play and go through my dirty laundry and see what I want to wash, first, sometime, hopefully relatively soon.

Me Singing Now

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My dad and I bought the Halloween one online in 2007 in Altamonte Springs, Orlando, Florida.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop abusing me.

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I'm a little tired out from all the new excitement.

I threw out trash at like 2 AM or after, considering some people have to then.

I might just save my money now, not even get a TV.

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Saturday, June 8, 2024

Good night!...

Another successful day!

Getting better.

...

I decided to just take violin lessons for now..

I go to the gym.

I want to use the restroom, but I just took a walk and showered and want to sit down, though I went.

I just want to save, save money.

I might need to be stronger to be a real florist.  Another good reason to wait, other than money.

I sleep well and easily when I want to now sorta.

I wanted to go somewhere for July 4th.

I wonder if I will go to the mall by the end of July.  Snacks.  Buy something or so.

When I get pretty and fit, I may just submit my photos to a talent agency here.

I wonder if there's anything good to do in Hollywood on your time.  I know the modeling maybe, maybe I will sell my book? but it's intimidating. Especially if poor.  You have to pay to model and I don't know if you get more back in the end.

I could save up more money and wait if I want to get floristry certificate so much til later.

My mom was the florist at Albertson's in Saint Augustine, Florida, but she didn't have to get certified.

I want to sell at a place, like that.  The class, you can open your own shop, but that's the reason, that and to work like most people, as opposed to selling jewelry.  I also considered makeup in a store.

I don't feel awake enough or whatever for mass, yet.