It seems strange how not many people who are considered privileged to be attractive or just successful at it don't circulate being exposed as much, and when someone does it's like a blacklisting opportunity regarding other people who aren't overall worse than most others. It happens like anything does socially and matters like anything.
I'm just not really happy I'm not one of them if that's the level it's at, but I don't complain about it and am just mad people pretend I do or want to. Who wouldn't be that way, anyway? in their straight minds? or when their moms suck all their moral energy out of them? and leave none for anyone else somehow?
I don't even brag about being attractive in my thoughts, but I still want to try! I think I did look alluring, but then no one cares because my mom is not American and then go mentally insane and say it's not fair then. When I look fine, I look good. I was very healthy sometimes, but my dad or someone always got in the way. That's what I would say was hard work that made me look good, maybe not sparkly or bubbly. I was a little short looking, but it's my legs that need to grow. It seems unfair my lifestyle when I was young and impressionable and didn't know what to do exactly as much as I do now and am being prevented now from my last opportunity at life and being nurtured by older people eventually more, like something else is waiting to happen instead.
I just don't like how people want to make it their point to tell me people are just pretending I'm attractive in every way, maybe aren't as "good" looking like they might be more perverted but need to learn to not get jealous and accept I like them and how they look more than I do overall. I do think I just never was exposed to the same people or treatment.
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