I exercised this morning with the seniors and just used the step machine in the physical therapy room, as I said I was doing!

Crystal

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All These Crumbs

Andre is happy conducting.

The girls of the orchestra are very competitive, but it's okay anyway because Andre loves them so much. "It's a vicious cycle."

Crystal is a normal person and is trapped. She gets the leftovers, the dirt, of society.

I'm gonna go to the physical therapy room.

So, I exercised this morning in the nursing home with the other residents.

It's just called an adult dance class, must have everything.  It's a great dance school, like Galloway's.

I found a school for dance.  Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, for about an hour.  I can wear fancy dance outfits, not too expensive / necessarily.

I might take dance instead of figure skate? for now.

Yay!

Yay!  People are excited about 5 days in good ole Germany!  Andre Rieu's music group.

Crystal

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Crystal's Employment Enjoyment

Andre referred Crystal to work at "the ice den" as suggested by Joanna, a lady who flirts with Andre.

There she was selling hot dogs.

She had been interested in figure skating herself and went there alone after work and skated every day that week.

She came home with 2 days off Sunday and Monday. She shook her snow globe fervently.

I'm gonna use natural eye drops, Bio True which I use for contacts.  It will relieve stress, strengthen the color, and make my eyes glow blue.

I'll order it as Subscribe and Save when I get my credit card at home.

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Exercise

"A Sight for Sore Eyes"

I'm craving home and spaghetti and meatballs.

I'm not really sure.... but, I think, I prefer chicken (or beef) bullion cubes to meat stock.

Another idea is to have a big bag you can pack if you need of canned food etc. and the beans and rice and stuff I guess, maybe a cooler.  You can have a backpack, too, with food for emergencies, maybe like space food or military food.  Also, things for on the go that aren't life threatening.

Good survival health food is soup made of a lot of beans.  You can add vegetable stock.  If you have, you can throw in vegetables to strengthen/enhance the flavor, maybe chop them up small or take them out when done soaking in the hot stock.  Church food pantries give out beans and rice to just anyone, throw it in the cellar.

I got vegetable stock on my list to make bean soup.  I can throw in vegetables as I go to strengthen the broth if I have some.  The church food pantries give beans, a lot.

Before You Die

What's with the thinking that you have to move to Florida for a certain kind of dreamy and contemporary times life?

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Grocery Review

I forgot 1 thing I got.

$186

1- ingredients of 6 cheese pizzas
2- ingredients of tacos with most ground meat packed
3- 2 large packs of chicken thighs (more than whole chickens) w/peanut butter and coconut cream
4- lots of angel hair spaghetti and meatballs
5- jalapeno cream cheese poppers
6- macaroni and tuna fish
7- egg salad

Church Food Pantries (w/Bus Pass)

Game Plan

I bought a "friendship bracelet maker" to pass the time, so the last steps before moving home are a better one.

I was thinking of jazz trumpet for Christmas, but I think I will get all snazzy and jazzy and do pop Christmas at a both in the library or guitar center.

I wonder if I'll beat Andre Rieu with a Christmas "plan."  Jazzy trumpet certain Christmas carols...

Like "The First Noel."

I just decided I like the trumpet for jazz.

Groceries

I didn't think I could get approximately a month's worth of food and not just backup canned food all in one Instacart+ order.

Mass

It was very good.

They seem well.

June Food $180

Dinner-Like

1. Ingredients for 6 Pizzas

2. Largest Taco Meat Pack to Freeze

3. More Chicken Than 2 Chickens (w/Peanut Butter and Coconut)

4. Lots of Angel Hair Spaghetti and Frozen Meatballs With the Sauce and Parmesan

Lunch-Like

1. Egg Salad

2. Macaroni and Tuna

3. 2 Packs of Hot Dogs and Buns

To My Friends on Facebook Etc.

Bees

I just realized helicopters look like bee's and buzz like them, too.  Birds look like planes, I just realized.

Online Church

I'm watching church here this morning.

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Nice House

It reminds me of my aunt Barb's.

Did you know...

...My blood sugar stayed well below 200 and once 200 tested 4x a day when I felt so good about buying all the pillows and the lazy chair?  8 king pillows and a king comforter.  I slept well that night.  It was like 170 or 180.  That's a big difference than usual and all day.  I did eat well, too, in a way.

Stocking Up

I think I'm getting enough food for the month for like $180.

- ingredients to make 6 pizzas

- largest amount of taco meat

- more chicken than a whole chicken

- lots of angel hair spaghetti

Yay

At least, I'm going home, Tuesday!  I can't wait!  I'm getting 8 King size pillows for my bed and a King size comforter, and a lazy chair.

Feeling Blank

Are you used to socializing at school?  I'm sure you still have your parents and other family.  I don't.

I feel a bad reaction right now, I finished a painting in less than 1 day, and I posted it on film|boards and Facebook, and I have a feeling of bad interception, like I can't walk up to a stranger and have them turn a glance, like a stone statue.  I can't depend on people cuz they don't care about me if I'm not superwoman form my past yet.

"I'm so happy!"

I'm so happy I reduced my budget by basically subtracting breakfast foods etc. that seems to last about a month and from almost $200 to maybe under $150.  It's sandwiches for lunch of mainly vegetables, a tomato wrap, and also cheese, red wine vinegar, and oil, like Subway.  There can be like 6 pizzas.  Tacos, the largest size of meat.  And more chicken thighs than a whole chicken's worth with it's natural peanut butter and coconut cream.  Just too bad I have to fry on the stovetop and not get a deep fryer..  So, what's that a week of pizza nights, and at least a week of tacos and chicken?

Also, I'm getting church food pantry food.  Some is neat.  It'll be plenty of pasta and tomato sauce, beans and rice.  Probably grits, as well.  Maybe some fruit.  Who knows.  Meat.  Like I've said recently, I'll have my rolling duffel bag.

Of course, there are still things at home that are probably many not spoiled.

So, look at it, this way.

"Count your blessings."

I'm getting out of being hospitalized.

Emma Kok

Do you know many young people who sing as good as she sings, in this video?

June > July > August > September

June > I bought nice things for my bed and the chair.

July > start figure skating

--- I can't buy a hamster, not enough money to make it comfortable and space. ---

I guess in August I can buy a TV to watch the Olympics which start near the end of July.

September > adult dance classes

I have 2 gym passes.

Fed

Well, I had my bowl of mostly bean soup, black beans, got lots of protein and over twice as much fiber. It has a good amount of barley, as well.

Strange Healing? Not Really

It's strange that, in a matter of a few days eating heavy bean soup and a few days before eating another bean soup, my foot that made me come to be hospitalized for 1/2 year has healed.

Up

I got up and wasn't prone to falling back asleep.

"Sad to Say"

I'm taking another nap, I think.  I don't want another dream where a boar that turns into a killed disgusting pink pig tries to have *** with me, well, ambush me.

Apple :)

I just had an apple and feel good.

Gardening - I Wonder

I find it strange I don't have "a burning desire" to plant 1 certain food in my apartment.

Maybe, I could plant tomatos for pizza.  I chose sweet seeds, Datterini tomatos.

I guess I can also grow garlic to sprinkle on the crust/bread and probably cheese.

Maybe, the green peppers, too, and chili peppers.

I'm growing a pizza!

Unfortunately

I'm going to take a nap.

I Hope

I really hope I can save money this month, some.

So Happy Today

My blood sugar has been like 250, but this morning it was like 176!

So, I was a little disappointed I bought some activity books to get me through the long weekend before I go home from the nursing home, and I assumed I wouldn't buy much else.  I didn't like it that much, but what I did made me feel better and I plan to do more of some.  I finished 2.  Anyway, it got me to thinking what do I really need? for some reason.  I realized, I do have the internet, but what I really want and need is a place just to lie down or sit down more comfortably.  So, I ordered me a king sized comforter for my twin size bed, 8 pillows and 8 pillowcases, and a lazy chair which I may be able to sit sorta sideways in!  I slept well, "on that note."

I wanted more extra money, but I need a good night's sleep, and that's clear.  Maybe, next I will get ice skates in July.  I also wanted a TV with the Olympics on, but maybe August I will get a TV.  I have to pay to use the rink but here probably can bring my own snacks.

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Anti-Racism

I will put it on the side of my blog when it works again.

I'm done with Sun In, it's a nice highlight and I'm not using purple mask.  Interesting?

Oil, Egg, Honey, Milk!

No lemon needed.

It must actually suck to be a Generation Z kid.  I wonder if they're jealous of older generations.

I cleaned my ears and they bled at the end, again, both the last cleaner or 2.

Flickr

New Album - Link

High School

Salmen

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet
Music Lessons

Year 1
1- French I
2- Talented Music I
3- Career Orientation | Civics
4- English II
5- Geometry
6- JROTC I
7- World Geography

Pope John Paul II Catholic High School

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet
Music Lessons

Year 2
1- French II
2- Art I
3- English III
4- Algebra II
5- History
6- Health | PE
7- Biology I

Year 3
1- French III
2- Art II
3- English IV
4- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
5- History
6- Chemistry I
7- Biology II

Year 4
1- French IV
2- Art III
3- English V
4- Calculus
5- Physics
6- Chemistry II
7-

College - Dance/Ballet + Minor in Violin

Well, I'm good at putting puzzles together, now.

If all the good things simmer over as obvious, let's do it to the people themselves if they ruin everything, instead, since the first thing I said affects good people badly.

If I was an English baby, my eyes would teeple over to brown, as well.

So, Hollywood is more fair racially, and the arts aren't and haven't been for a long time.  Meaning, some are better some are not, but if you're better and your race is technically wrong people will crumble before your eyes and not accept you.  The arts are important, big, and classical culture.  Too bad we used it for the wrong reasons, too excited over Late Generation X | Early Generation Y.

I found the arts today seemed universally flawed, but then I came back only to feel corrected but not as impressed still as I should be with what I get.

It's about the elite performing artist.

Maybe, I should really look forward to being an actor one day.  Why do so many get hopeless?  They can even continue to be in more and more movies and have plenty to do, give to charity, travel.

All these cool things on TV are an escape from wanting to live, like the cooking channel is secondary as a profession to the arts.

Remember when they said they can't talk to Spanish Americans like everyone else? and then sorry we were wrong that Asians were the same well sorry?

It's no one else's problem, but it doesn't matter.

I found a good TV for $100.  The TV stands there were $100.  I guess I will get that before ice skates.  I want to watch the summer Olympics all the time, starting July.  :0

2 Big Things

I will not do something unattractive.

I will not be in trouble if I'm not.

I bought one of those red gym P.E. class bouncy balls, an adult kickball.

It's still not good enough.

Well, my good food comes in tomorrow.  If nothing else goes wrong.

I don't know if it's safe to exercise now.  I'm not being lazy.  I don't know how to set this up now.

I hate getting on the floor, but on my mat.

I think it's using my legs and the stress of the people on YouTube.

Vlog

I'm hoping taking a break from exercise I will recuperate after 2 sessions for 5 minutes today of cardio. Maybe, it will help.  I'm a bit winded.

I want to feel safe and say I'm rejecting my family because when "the white one" comes up I want that to be me.

Reading Blog

Music Education Book

I hope I don't get tired of reading and get bored.

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Reading

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My aunt, Joni, comes on very strong, but she backs away from my life with a low self-esteem, when I'm still interested in her.  I thought more people would be very interested in her...

It seems people think each relative has different ancestors.

Wouldn't it be fun to have a job training dogs for the most classified or dangerous etc. jobs?

Me Singing

Billy Boy...

A Litte, It's "Okay"

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Me Singing

"Think of Me"

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Hidden Gem - Listen if You're Bored?

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Me Singing Like Emma

Hey, good! :)

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Me Singing like Emma

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Money! 😁

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I put my profile photo is from 2023 on top of it.

If I get in so much trouble for being bad and ugly, then when I am good why don't I get anything like it's okay like other people?  Other people are really bad and get lots socially.

If it was someone else, do you think they would have been kept in a nursing home for 5 months?

Cleveland is bull.

For the nurses, it's about going by perfectly but it's ghey, and the kids were bad before.

Race

My theory is Whites tolerate the existence of Asians more other than not wanting to be them, in short, is that they themselves already are White.  ...And, so, seeing an Asian, they are still in presence of Whiteness and not really "alone..."  They are not told to just be more Asian, like mixed White/Asians!

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Christina Barrett

Violin Major

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Vlog

Adult Ballet/Dance

I do plan to go back, when I figure skate and have money.

High School

If I Went Back

Pope John Paul II Catholic High School

After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Delta Festival Ballet

Year 1
1- English I
2- Geometry
3- History
4- Physical Science
5- Religion I
6- Health | PE I
7- Art I

Year 2
1- English II
2- Algebra II
3- History
4- Biology I
5- Religion II
6- PE II
7- Art II

Year 3
1- English III
2- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3- History
4- Chemistry I
5- Religion III
6- Art III
7- French I

Year 4
1- English IV
2- Calculus
3- Religion IV
4- Art IV
5- French II
6- Spanish I
7- 

College - Tulane - Dance/Ballet

Young adults with schizophrenia might be the byproduct of a bad educational experience in high school.

"COS" Child-Onset Schizophrenia

I wonder if they like to play violent video games, since they are sortra "suicidal."

Women with schizophrenia, many who were in a facility being treated for it, have small babies early.

Schizophrenia

The internet says it's rare in young children, like under 12.

I read a book that said babies with too much white bread go cross eyed in a honeymoon period with the mom.  It was in the library at a college, Baldwin-Wallace, Up North in Berea, Ohio.

So, My Future and Life and the Very Near Future and Present

I thought I'd get the ice skating down, it's not too late, instead of shooting for Dance/Ballet at Tulane.  I dunno, it seems good, fun, and maybe special.  It might even help.

I've never vacation'd much.  I'd rather skate than sell my book soon for money sooner.  I might spend all my money skating.  I dunno if there's food there or how expensive or cheap it is.

I wanna work on helping other people so I'm not alone in my experiences like life is unfair and no one cares about me.  I've achieved a lot of individual abilities but not made money from them.

The groceries look good for 4 days with leftovers.  I might walk and get Chinese or to McDonald's or get a pizza at Pizza Hut or from Dominos's or something.  I will probably eat out tomorrow with DoorDash here in the nursing home, and it's only May 30th.  I might do it once each day here left, that's 4 days and then when I get back home.  I wonder if that's $100.  I wanted to get canned food etc., but I want to save the money and get food from church and do have some stuff.

I might save for awhile and get the ice skates like in September.  More food!  I seem to have like $300-$400+ leftover.

What I'm Supposedly Getting for June

Just the Kitchen Stuff