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I have a pretty cheap pack for 12 like 21 packs of cough drops of Ricola sugar free, regular kind.

Cough drops can save your life...?

Taking Ricola which has whatever in it but not like 50 a day is good and I didn't get weak and dependent on it.  The herbs made me cough less overall and I still took them.  So, I wouldn't throw up from coughing every time the food I had to eat bubbled up and down the tube ticking it for some reason.

My mom died from medication making her throw up everything almost.  The medication did that to me, too.

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The Kind of Family I'm From and Why It Seems So "Well to Do"

My family didn't really *trash the traditions*. They didn't force me to go ahead and mix the spaghetti and the sauce instead of eating it with the spaghetti as much plain as possible. They didn't ditch dinner. It wasn't "PIZZA!?"

We didn't have frozen vegetables etc. That's easy enough, I could have done it.

We did have traditional food that was not exactly Asian dining. I improved it on my own by chopping the meat ahead of time and squeezing lemon (or lime I will start soon too) and sprinkling salt and pepper on it, as well ... but the pieces are already cut.

We had good vegetables, like good broccoli with lots of spice, among other things, cooked vegetables to include lima beans, peas, cauliflower, lots of corn, etc. We also had fresh carrots and cucumbers, the cucumbers being a favorite of my younger brother, every night for supper. Of course, it would be hard to get into a routine to bring to school, but some people do or manage.

We had bread often, Italian bread, like baguettes? I liked lots of thick pieces. I had done gymnastics, so this was good. I didn't eat a lot of candy, ever, especially before age 5. I was very hungry. We didn't always eat quite the same or as much.

There were times, long times we ate very differently I could go into.

We had the meats: chicken often lemon pepper rotisserie, beef/steak, pork, ham, and for Thanksgiving turkey. Sometimes, fish, a newer thing, maybe because of the bones.

We had cereal for breakfast and maybe other things, orange juice since I used to be allergic to milk but had it in my cereal, though it just made me throw up. I've had other things for breakfast. Oh yea, pop tarts, sometimes waffles Egos.

We had fruits kinda like a treat but more to be healthy that it was okay it was tasty you know? No added sugar, but that would be a new dessert.

We had dessert, just not candy all day since I didn't when I was little I guess. Sometimes, we made special things, like most people's parents have them do. People at school in public high school made such a big deal I always made store bought cookie mix cookies, chocolate chip.

We had the drinks: sodas like Pepsi or Coke, Sprite, Root Beer, and Orange Soda. Water with ice we had to make at first for awhile. Sometimes, I did it, but it wasn't a big deal and they ignored it. I was naturally clean, though. We sometimes had other things like the Hawaiian Punch I liked with cheese sticks, Yoohoo!, and for lunch Capri Sun which used to be sweet and good frozen from breakfast.

We ate out, too, and it was very social in a way to sit there and feel it.

I think I'm gonna play and go through my dirty laundry and see what I want to wash, first, sometime, hopefully relatively soon.

Me Singing Now

Me Singing Now

from Massachusetts

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCW-ReiBtefsieCTy0ghm22Q

My dad and I bought the Halloween one online in 2007 in Altamonte Springs, Orlando, Florida.

The people monitoring me in private won't stop abusing me.

Food I Had I Made

I'm a little tired out from all the new excitement.

I threw out trash at like 2 AM or after, considering some people have to then.

I might just save my money now, not even get a TV.

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Good night!...

Another successful day!

Getting better.

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I decided to just take violin lessons for now..

I go to the gym.

I want to use the restroom, but I just took a walk and showered and want to sit down, though I went.

I just want to save, save money.

I might need to be stronger to be a real florist.  Another good reason to wait, other than money.

I sleep well and easily when I want to now sorta.

I wanted to go somewhere for July 4th.

I wonder if I will go to the mall by the end of July.  Snacks.  Buy something or so.

When I get pretty and fit, I may just submit my photos to a talent agency here.

I wonder if there's anything good to do in Hollywood on your time.  I know the modeling maybe, maybe I will sell my book? but it's intimidating. Especially if poor.  You have to pay to model and I don't know if you get more back in the end.

I could save up more money and wait if I want to get floristry certificate so much til later.

My mom was the florist at Albertson's in Saint Augustine, Florida, but she didn't have to get certified.

I want to sell at a place, like that.  The class, you can open your own shop, but that's the reason, that and to work like most people, as opposed to selling jewelry.  I also considered makeup in a store.

I don't feel awake enough or whatever for mass, yet.

I signed up for yoga tomorrow but will miss mass.  I wonder if I should go today.

You get a certificate.

It's a big thing to me, like my mom, I'm going to be a florist.  Maybe, I can afford an online class in July.  It seems better than skating lessons, now.

I just had lunch and may lie down and take a nap maybe soon.

I just went for a walk, had half an orange, took my pills, and took my vitamins.  I still have some green tea left I am having.  My back is a little tired, so I guess I have to lie down, soon, for a bit.

I have nightmares every night, horrible.

So, Andre Rieu is guarding Ashley my younger girl cousin and Michael my younger brother.

My dad left them in death.  So did my mom who watched over.  They were too young to die.  Don't commit suicide, live to be 100+ in comfortable health..

It's too sweet, the interaction I felt.  Lots of people would celebrate, but it's a private ordeal.  I think Ashley the frisky puppy came out and wagged her tail and Andre Rieu pulled her back in with Michael.

I couldn't believe I bothered my younger brother with a picture of Andre Rieu and now he's mad.

I can't believe he's thinking he can go against him for staying with Ashley and leaving us.

I already figured out he was gonna do this if the people kept attacking him for attacking Andre Rieu.

Goodnight, I'll write a little in my journal again that I will post online, from a book where I post stickers.

The pills are easy to take.. and lovely vitamins

I have fun making overnight oats.  I went for a walk in bad shoes, though, but they're slip on's and comfortable around the house.

My nose is still good even if I'm Chinese even when I was younger but not how I wanted exactly.

Well, I feel better, I threw up that nasty tasteless overnight oats for whatever reason and the spaghetti and meatballs.  I ate too much and produced mucus bubbles and lay down and I gag easily still.  I made it out and to the toilet.  I still have to clean some of it.  :(  I dunno if I should lay down and sleep now.  I don't have to go anywhere.  I can go through the library activity book to see what I want to do this summer.

My idea for lunch next time, which this time I spaghetti and meatballs or whatever.  Beans and rice are like a nutritional power up revitalizing renovating healing health snack.  Well, my next idea for lunch I mean is maybe Triscuits, cold cut deli meats, and cheese from blocks chopped up.  I loved eating this in college.  How could I have known from experience?

I might have like $200 something left, maybe $220 when all is said and done.  I don't want to spend it on anything, though.  I wonder how much money I'll have next month.  I should do my shopping cart for July, Instacart+, big.

Do you tend to want to believe my dad over my younger brother?

I ordered a keyboard stand.  It comes around a week from now.

I don't want to buy anymore food this month but am going to food pantries.

Assuming brunettes are worth it, say girls, do you think they are smarter with brown eyes or blue eyes?

I am not exercising until I eat more.

I'm hungry and making spaghetti and meatballs.

I can exercise in here, but I did open the window.  The windows in the living area are blacked out with paper.

I just realized both Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton who are only months apart agewise feature young people, like youth? young adults? riff raff luck?

I'm getting a $75 TV, 24 inches I think, from Wal-Mart, and it comes with the Olympics's channel.  July I guess.  I can put it on my L desk.  I have art and music stuff I can move to my shelf there.  I can put my stuffed animals there, too.  Right now, they are on my shelf and used to be the only thing on it.

Is Vivaldi the Andrew Lloyd Webber of classical music and his The Four Seasons its hit?

I slept a lot recently, I may not sleep.. maybe in the morning unfortunately and I need proper fitting lancets.  I think the store has plenty of those.  I still have some.

I like the nose plug to make my nose appear longer.

"Florida" is shit.

Why are European classical musicians etc. acting like it's the thing to do to say hey life is shit and I live in an ugly apartment and ride a bike?

If I can't even celebrate past societal ways without being invaded somehow now, why should I worry about your concerning other people?

Everyone is looking corny being ushered in to acceptance over me with Baby Boomers..

I have a nose clip on.  I have a pack of some neat ones!!

I'm so glad I didn't shave my hair, I didn't dye it and the products are all so interesting.

Classical musicians can go to Hollywood.  Everyone saved their violin, when they saw what happened.

People look to celebs to have children older with more interest, or to have another, often or sometimes, but not always.  I mean how it turns out.

I'm cooking beans and grain rice! after my jog down town.

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I have a pot and pan set to cook the chicken and broccoli.  I might even make potato chips.

The Road to Hollywood leads to dirt that comes out.  Just something to think about as you make your final preparations.

Tomorrow, lunch is spaghetti.  I guess breakfast will be eggs.  I also have my overnight oats.  Time for a break, but what to do???

I didn't think to thaw my chicken breasts.  Should I have 2?

Well, I unpacked the pots and pans with lids and did 2 jars of overnight oats. It'll be ready after midnight some time, like 2 AM.  I'd like to do all 4.  I wonder what I should have for supper, think I'll have a chicken breast and a fresh carrot for now and squeeze some lemon and sprinkle salt and pepper.  I also have limes, which was gonna be for squeezing on my meat.  I could squeeze it in plain water.  I was gonna get a soda stream.

I'm so happy I'm making Overnight Oats in 32 ounce Mason jars, glass jars with this funny top you put together sorta.  It's cocoa, vanilla, and honey with milk and oats.

I have some things in the kitchen to sort and throw out.

I put up my clothes.  Now, I just have stuff on the floor to get to and some dirty clothes there too, laundry to get to some of it.  A little more mail I found to throw out after I go through it.  Pretty much.  I need a break.

I know why I'm poorer than my parents, mixed race.

Medicine makes you tired, hard to read, put you to work, put you on Social Security so you don't have to work as much as other people.

I'm unpacking still, taking breaks.

I got a $4+ big meat pizza.

Ashley may not be Joni's fault, but I'm sorry to say she's not our responsibility for Joni's sorrows.

If you become a classical musician, are you suddenly too busy for social media?  I want to make it my life.

How can I "enjoy myself" when everyone is telling me I'm old, both younger and older?

I just took my vitamins!

Can we just do something other than hide behind the war of classical music and violinists?

I can prove a time when Andre realizes what he's doing to his orchestra.  He must be giving a party to play for his hometown for a whole month, but I don't think they care hardly at all nor upfront.

It's "none of my concern," but I proved Andre Rieu copies "Ashley."  If he copies us both simultaneously sometimes, why are we even connected?

What needs to change.

We're just spending time not on saying yea famous people can do Christina and others like her but how annoyed they are at others.

What to do next?

I'm looking for people.  😡

I wouldn't "rush" to Hollywood, no one is there for you.

It's like they made a healthcare field that went in the bathroom and closed the stall after it decided not to play in an orchestra after sitting with their fat hairy ass in band all day every day while everyone else suffered who waited to play violin or something.

The healthcare field has this slapstick and unhealthy attitude, as well.  People are too gullible to believe that healthcare is the only real thing that matters, since everything else is to do with eating food and meeting needs in life, like the blacksmith (metal worker) and the carpenter.

The healthcare field seems to feel it is different from others and also "special."  Why?  Because they will never tell you the whole truth in words.  They just, instead, look forlornly about prescribing medicines that are more "optional."  They won't tell you like how important it is not to skip one dose of insulin because *you might just skip* regularly.  For instance, I told them I needed my insulin and pills when I go home, and I didn't get told anything like that.  When a nurse was out, not often, they never said anything, neither, like it was cute to be silent and seemed not to want me to feel okay about answering.  When you see a free dietitian, for a maybe either brief meet or maybe a separate visit possibly though, they won't tell you how to eat your sugars and assume everyone is telling you not to eat any at all, for best possible results, like this is the end for you.

I put my groceries away, barely everything fit with the thawing turkey.

For lunch, instead of sandwiches, I'm having spaghetti and meatballs.

Paranoid, I still feel haunted that people think I deserve bad things... and I'm on my own with diabetes.

I took out the trash, then paid rent.  I just have to go through and throw out old mail and some other things, do my laundry > throw out some stuff, wash clothes, wash bedding.  I'm good to go!

Extra expenses were the canned soup in the nursing home for $36 and the arts and crafts for $36 to improve my mind.  I almost got more.  I spent more I guess on healthy groceries?  Some things are a little more expensive, like cocoa powder which will last a long time.  I got fresh jars, too.  The old ones sat for 1/2 year and must have a stench.

So Happy

I got my laptop plugged in, and I got my speaker connected to Blu Tooth.

People don't seem to get how bad it was I was in the nursing home, but of course I shouldn't be there is the real mentality.

Time still went by when I was gone.  Christmas came and went, apparently.  It's been 1/2 year since and next Christmas's planning is already upon me.

I can dance at a regular dance studio in a generic dance class for adults Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday.  The ballet school has its adult class on Fridays.  Sounds good so far.  I have a gym pass, maybe for the morning.

I want to dance and guess I will teach myself figure skating, too.

Well, that's okay.

Wen is great hair cleanser.  You can get a huge vat of it for like $150+.  That might be like $50 or under a bottle normally.  Well I forget it could have been much less for the smallest size..

Maybe, someday?

I can't afford a ferret.  I want to do other things.

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I added 3 pictures of me on the left side of this blog.

Do you think I can get a ferret by next year?

Just had lunch and waiting to go.

I'm gonna set up a ferret cage as I save money for it.

You can even attach tunnels to the cage.

Plan/Agenda

1. Order DoorDash this afternoon.

2. Order Instacart+.

3. Tomorrow, go to church food pantry.

4. Make sure to sort out my finances.

Also, I need to order pots and pans, baking sheets, and a spatula.