Salmen High School
Year 1
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- English II
4- Algebra II
5- Chemistry
6- Career Orientation | Civics
7- PE I
Year 2
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- English III
4- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
5- Physics
6- World History
7- PE II | Health
Year 3
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- English IV
4- Calculus
5- Chemistry II
6- American History
7- Free Enterprise | PE II
Year 4
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- Biology II
4- PE III
5-
6-
7-
If Andre Rieu is maybe never meeting with me much at all, then why is he less adamant towards me musically than a college professor or general 1990s aficionado. He even looks intimidated about me regarding the existence of the topic in general with anyone. It makes me feel ^uncomfortable^! His excuse is that I'll get all this other ^stuff^ instead, like I want...see where I'm going, am I gonna get stuff I need then? socially.
You know, my "pet peeve" with his group but not him is that they're just waiting for me to freshen up and get in shape before I can do anything at all in life or make any move even if it's not like them performing in front of other people with Andre Rieu at their mercy. They themselves have nothing to offer, in the way they expect me to offer something.
Why does Andre Rieu seem passionate against people who self-glorify over tunes like "Chopsticks" on the piano and the opening tune of "Beethoven's 5th.."
It's just like the Freiburger Barockorchester, my passion for pleasure in music is not met with any affection or even approval as a musician technically.
If Andre Rieu's orchestra keeps acting sad to me they aren't Andre Rieu himself, why are they on Instagram inactively?? It's not a place for people to "play around." I'm in life to talk without other people talking over me all the time. 'And I don't just play "Chopsticks" on the piano-
I don't like what's lurking about here.
I'm missing what other people already have Up North, at this point. I wonder what I attain by lingering here, for now. It looks like the good ole days are gone, anywhere, in different ways.
Apparently, they like to surprise you as Clevelanders.
It just makes me not know where to live, sometimes. I'm pointlessly wandering around pleasing people.
I bought stuff to make acrylic paintings for $35 to sell on Etsy. I got 10 canvases, like 10" x 10", almost a foot long.
..I figured, I'd use it for DoorDash if I didn't. At home, I'll get EveryPlate, which is delicious, and I'll not have this problem. Plus, I'm trying to work from home, even now.
Everyone I meet is just trying to annoy me.
Soon, I will have my independence.
They are ghey.
I don't even wanna watch these people in these commercials.
I turned the cooking channel on!
I guess a lot of the German is probably PA Dutch, or Swiss.
listed on side of blog
Barrett Donahue Noon
Barber Burkhart Kifer
Work Mortimer Long Shultz Rickard Nofsker Armstrong Little
Lots of stuff is important to people like it's their big moment out in the open and they go home safe somehow.
Why isn't TV filled with a maze to the right amount of money and instructions to work for it?
I was thinking of 1 class at a time to slowly raise my GPA and get A's, or B's. However, I like working online so might not "need" it. I mean, if I went I was gonna go for music, or for fun..
It seems like it's part time, after all. 1/2 - 1 hour a day, $50-$100/day. That could be $500/week or $2,000/month.
I don't know if there is any use going to college now. I was gonna go to a community college. I like working online, so far, just learning something. So far, it's simple.. what I have, at least.
I am on Social Security, now $2,045/month.
Theater - Dance and Movement - Dance and Movement Concentration
Violin Performance
Just take it slowly.
I'm so proud of this girl on America Ninja Warrior donating some of her raised / money to cancer research, a worthy field.
I told a guy in the nursing home younger than me who seems a bit hopeless in his case that I wonder if I have to drop by, and I guess like the tooth fairy, and donate money to people the government locks up for not working or being able to work if not a big physical disability, if they do get money it gets taken away for hospitalization in a home or if it's rather SSI.
In a world where people weren't inclined to show EVERYONE love and pretend it was hard to give sometimes not hard to deserve when it is.. was little Crystal at age 4. Her father Andre Rieu was 24. He had an older daughter Frilly who was 5. He even had twins named Peter Pan and Willomeena who were 6. So far, Crystal was the youngest.
So, there it was, it was a big, happy family, "in my humble opinion," or "I.M.H.O." It was like an entire, whole community, adjunct to the orchestra of the father, Andre Rieu, a violinist of talent.
😢
So, Crystal was the object of jealousy overall. She hardly got any attention. Everyone wanted to be the littlest girl, the littlest one of the talented, unspeakably great Andre Rieu.
Andre always played with his little Frilly, the frailest child, his pride and his joy. In fact, we didn't even know Crystal existed until now! Did Andre?
Peter and Pan and Willomeena were sometimes inseparable, when together. They were "getting into things," and, so, that means everybody liked them. In fact, that's why they did it, as Andre may well know, in ways, or easily grasp the concept of and understand its existence in his portal of parenthood.
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Obviously, something was wrong. Andre probably saw it as a big thing to take care of later, and no one else cared. He had a friend named Trump who agreed, like Mafia, the French Mafia.
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Hey, it's time to play dress up at a dance party, and Willowmeena goes and dresses up as a cat! Ha! Made ya look!
😈
What a little devil, what a little daredevil.
Back to Crystal and her problems. Everyone looks at her.
Andre brings his little baby out, a shy girl with very bright white hair and very bright, light, baby blue eyes, and flushed cheeks and golden on cream skin. 🫠
She is bright and merry, very happy all the time. That is her aim in life. She doesn't cling to her daddy, she goes out to the orchestra and talks to them.
She is very sensitive. She goes back to Andre and folds into him like a flower with her little baby dress she helped design and make a little with Andre and someone else. Andre brushes her into him and he puts her in the rehearsal stadium and emporium daycare centre.
So, it was time for a great performance far away across the sea, before airplanes were driven as often by large groups as across the sea in a huge fairy-boat, a cruise-ship.
Andre carried little Frilly in as usual.
Crystal followed with an accompanying daycare in line and waved at Andre, cheerily.
When Frilly was alone in the cabin she stayed in with Andre, Andre went in an adult hot tub.
I hate how I can't breathe well in my dreams, and I know I'm dreaming and sometimes try to stay asleep.
I had a nice room and arrived with my younger brother, who was small sometimes.
I got myself employment maybe to my mom's surprise.
Something happened and I seemed to have an attitude. Barb found out, and she was pursuing me and like my mom was saying. I know I found 1 huge pill instead of many, and something else. Barb kept chasing me. My mom, too.
I imagined a big guy finally who came, like a puppet or Barney, but he was just a person, kinda looked like my martial arts teacher but wanted him to be generic.
I also remember I had a backpack of stuff and some people were going to sports, athletics, or tennis with me. I think I was on the basketball team to be. I felt so good. I was still pursued and threatened. The people at work would not fire me but one followed me earlier, I think, or went in to me kinda for awhile, like a nice lady with smooth blonde hair.
For a long time, the feeling of me writing a story, this big creature kept holding me and carrying me in weird ways like he was bouncing and stuff, you know, like I couldn't make it out I was so uncomfortable. I imagined a string going under me and later a bit he said to imagine going up. I knew I was dreaming, too, and was afraid to wake up with the nurse there, again feeling it in my sleep, stimulation. I just try to make it feel strong and know it will probably stop. Too bad it's all in one area..
Anyway, I was a big girl and kept saying not to hurt my younger brother. Supposedly, the creature was drunk. I was so happy to be with my younger brother again. Maybe, the creature was even there.
So, I guess near the end it ends with, well lots of different things happened, too, like with Barb and with the creature too. So, near the end, I kinda had a faint image of him holding me and rubbing my face or head and everything saying like through my puppetry what was wrong and I kept saying how sad I was in the hospital in my dream that well nursing home that it's hard to breathe, like now, like I was crying and he kept holding me and I kept saying that. I dunno, is it???
It was time to go sailing again, and Crystal was all packed and ready to leave with her stuff.
She had on a nice outfit she crafted from the craft store with their creative material. She was a patchwork doll. It was yellow with zoo animals all over it. She put thick white lace at the bottom of the dress, which wasn't too wide and came to the middle of her thighs. She had bike shorts on underneath she made that weren't tight and that had ruffles. You didn't usually see them. She actually had on cool tights of royal blue. She had on cool shoes too with laces, little booties of shiny black with pointy toes. The dress had 3/4 sleeves with ruffles and lace a little shorter than at the bottom of the dress. It had a close scoop neck but no collar and buttons that didn't show much to the side. There was no waist. It just curved nicely. Her hair was tied with a big sash of lace sorta to the side, and her long bangs were swept to the side. The lace was white and thicker than the lace on her dress. It was nice and firm and not pleated. She had her nice bag, but it was not in the shape of an animal.
Andre knew she was worried about being seasick because she had seen it.
Frilly, as usual, was excited. A pretty lady was holding her, from France. They were going to look for animals. She was all excited. Her features and complexion was so patterned like Crystal.
Andre talked some to some people. He told Crystal he liked the animals on her lovely dress. He counted everyone as they toppled onto the ship. Crystal was confused and lagging behind, staying away from danger. Not to leave things "on the line."
Crystal started to sob, "Waah." "Andre," she out-bursted, "come save me."
So, she happened to be the youngest actually, at age 15.
She ran over to him and his behind him and sucked her sucker or pacifier, which was clean! and put her hand on him.
What a baby!
What antics!
"Thank you, Baby," he said, "for coming over and saving yourself and reporting this to me."
She hid behind him more and hugged him closer, a lot like Frilly would.
He turned around and held her hand close to him and said, "I'm going to pick you up now and stay with me."
He held the bottom of that gorgeous little cute dress to him and brought the rear up the ship proudly.
He puckered his lips to her close like a kiss and said, "It's gonna be alright." He looked at her playfully and giggled.
Crystal was a cute baby girl at age 10. She wore glitter in her already shimmering blonde hair. It was pretty short and she had bangs swept to the side, pretty cool, right? Her eyes were sapphire. You be the judge what color that glows.. Her hair swirled at the ends, a beautiful rich yellow gold blonde, rather strong but tender somehow.
Andre bent down and looked at her and said what an adorable baby she was in his orchestra and how proud he was at her intelligence on her violins: regular, electric, and Baroque which is a smaller size. She stood straight up, bent a little and curtsied kindly, and said what a wonderful musician he was. "No, you, my dear," he replied, "I said you are wonderful in your work on the violins." She tipped her head forward and to the side so it was slantwise and smiled, grinning cheerfully, the cute girl she was.
I might wait a semester so I get the dorm I want. I can take dance classes there, too, if I want to get there first and audition the next school year. I can do it at Tulane, too.
Monday - Level 3-4 - Modern - Age 9-Adult
Monday - Level 3 - Jazz - Age 9-Adult
Monday - Flexibility & Injury Prevention - Age 9-Adult
Wednesday - Level 3 - Leaps, Turns, Jumps, Stretch & Flexibility - Teen/Adult
Wednesday - Level 3-4 - Contemporary - Age 9-Adult
I'll probably cancel my gym membership and exercise otherwise myself, as I will in college.
So, no hip hop, ballet... Tumbling is on Tuesday..
It might be like $140/month for this. June! or May but probably not.
I can do French at Loyola so I can try out for Dance Team and try to take violin or major in it instead. So, that could be this Fall. I just need to send my transcripts in June or if I get significant birthday money from my younger brother and/or aunt/s, this year. I don't need to take extra classes or pile up courses. I can slip into honors again, enlightening in some cases.
Violin Performance (BM)
- General Studies | Honors
- Music Requirements
- Violin & Orchestra
Dance Team
I'd better get ready when I feel better. There is a dance studio with good classes for adults to do near my home I go back to before June. I'm taking the violin slowly now I know the notes. I'm worried about the double scales I think 3 octaves. I wonder how long it will take to get into that. I have to do the literature, too, like every other school does, which is more important and fun. So, I guess playing 2 notes at the same time would naturally go in a scale, and I just have to learn the other positions, which I found links for I think already, and first the high notes but I can kinda find them easily, as well, though learning them first would be nice before coupling it with the positions.
Apparently, since I ate when hungry I poo'd for the first time and it smelled like something and it wasn't liquidated kinda and sporadically uneven like, but it wasn't much.
Crystal waltzed this way and that, like a ghost down the ballroom floor.
Crystal and Frilly were both French girls from France and were in the Netherlands with Andre Rieu and his orchestra.
So, Crystal was a boppit of a little creature. Crystal the Boppit!
She liked cute little dresses with ends on the dresses, like lace, cute things you could find at a craft store of a castle! Fabrics go in, fabrics come out! She played with cute colors and loved short dresses a lot in old fashioned style. She wore pants to cover her legs and was very popular. She was like a little girl out of a storybook.
Her hair is of glittering gold and platinum blonde and curls on the ends. She sweeps her long bangs to the side, and her hair is around her shoulders and layered at the bottom. Her eyes are sparkling like sapphire...whatever color that may be.
Frilly was very French, this beautiful little angel of a princess. 👑
She had some friends in England she wanted to tend to and work on some music with. She was only 16. 😢
Crystal asked little Frilly, "Can I come, too?" Crystal was only 9. She was so excited she could hardly focus, it was like a dream.
Frilly said, abruptly, "No, Crystal, I'm sorry, but I don't have it together, myself, not like Andre!" 😅
Crystal said okay and left for Andre, all excited. 🎣
Crystal was 14, and Frilly was 17. Crystal and Frilly were both little girls of Andre's orchestra. He loved them and them all dearly. He was amazed at their young talent and rewarded them with lots of love, alas! He was to become a great superstar, they all prayed, but an alone superstar. He had to play his cards right in dealing with the youngsters he brought along, so he wouldn't become a party pooper, sucking the souls of little children to make himself young. He was supposed to stay young and chipper to entertain the little ones and his generation of children and his own, his own relations. Of course, there had to be something in it for each generation, Golden, Early Boomers, Middle Boomers, Late Boomers, and XYZA.
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One wonders when one is alone what to do sometimes. It is a great job, a great "task at hand." "Great minds think alike!"
So, Frilly and Crystal. Frilly made her own clothes well, already, and had learned since she was a little girl. She had long blonde hair and blue eyes. Crystal was very athletic, like Frilly. She was "leaps and bounds," like a little sprite. She also utilized the skill of making her own clothes, since the ones in the stores were not just right, anyway. She didn't feel guilty, at all!
I may need 1 more ensemble and 3 more semesters of violin lessons. Violin may be only 1 or 2 credit hours, too. I may be able to take it. It might be the priority favorite, unless I want to get in Theory now and save up for Spring. That would make sense, too. I may need 1 more History course, maybe more, in Music. I guess there will be conducting.
So, to graduate, I may need 1 or 2 math classes and 1 or 2 sciences classes. I probably will go in the Fall. I may only be able to afford 1 class and only have time for 1. I could also do Music Theory, if I can afford like $500. I wonder if I can go to Music Theory III since I know piano and chords so well. It would be so easy to catch up if I just ask the professor after class..
I was thinking of progressing towards my degree in music at Tri C.. a community college. Like $373 per 3 credit hour class. So, I might do one class at a time. If I do FAFSA, I may have to go full time, but maybe not. It won't pay for all the classes, I think. I still want just one class at a time, for now. Maybe two, later. I guess if summer just 1 class, maybe 2 the other semesters.
I feel safe Up North away from my dad, and mom. ... and now Barb, who is involved in my being monitored in private, and my parents passed away sick. There are some things I don't have apparently, but not really.
Maybe, my GPA will be a 3.0 someday, too bad I forgot to withdraw in the distracting environment and they are too stupid to help with my case.
I listened to the suggestion of restless voices hating on me that me wanting to work hard for a good G.P.A. is bad.
I'm even more mortified by the question that a failed semester for some reason means that accumulating more good grades will not help and that seeking out Medical Withdrawals is not handled maturely and they keep telling you to call back.
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Geometry
3 - Biology
4 - Career Orientation | Civics
5 - PE
6 - Talented Art
7 - Yearbook?
Year 2 -
1 - English III
2 - Algebra II
3 - Chemistry
4 - World History
5 - PE | Health
6 - Talented Art
7 - Yearbook?
Work
Year 3 -
1 - English IV
2 - American History
3 - Free Enterprise | PE
4 - Talented Art
5 - Yearbook?
6 -
7 -
Work
Community College...
It's a "family business" that everything for me is okay and that Ashley means business and Joni also means business against my life in the real world concerning my popularity and love.
How do you go about saying how different people are different?
Parents obviously have an affect on you young. You could say parents give up on race, like with biracial children. I want nothing to do with my parents or anyone.
I made a new section on the left of this blog "For Poor | On Life" and it lists 5 Surveys (5 Surveys $5)
Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III - Gifted | Advanced Placement
2 - Algebra II - Gifted
3 - Chemistry - Honors
4 - World History - Honors?
5 - PE II | Health
6 - Spanish I
7 - French I
Work & Pay for Dance @ Galloway's
Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV - Gifted | Advanced Placement
2 - Advanced Math | Trigonometry - Gifted | Advanced Placement
3 - Physics - Honors
4 - American History - Gifted | Advanced Placement
5 - Free Enterprise | PE II
6 - Spanish II
7 - French II
Work & Pay for Dance @ Galloway's
College - Dance, French, German
Alone - Violin
Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Geometry
3 - Career Orientation | Civics
4 - Biology
5 - PE
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Algebra II
Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III
2 - Advanced Math | Triginometry
3 - World History
4 - Chemistry
5 - PE | Health
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Talented Music
Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV
2 - Calculus
3 - American History
4 - Physics
5 - Free Enterprise |
6 - Band - Oboe
7 - Talented Music
College - Violin & Dance
I think people have made a mistake that I'm basically the stupid fart who decided I'd stay in the nursing home for 5 months.
Frilly was 16, and Andre Rieu was 30, that's 14 years difference.
Frilly was still premature and a child on the inside, and it made her very happy and radiated and very healthy, indeed. She was mature in some ways.
Andre Rieu was already experienced in life, too. In some ways, he was like Joanna, who wasn't. Life was waiting for them. Joanna was his wife, and they had a beautiful girl named Crystal who was 12. Some girls were very jealous of Joanna getting everything, while sometimes people eyed Crystal who would flee into the distance and disappear, like a fairy princess.
Frilly, on the other hand had no problems with Joanna and loved Crystal and needed her in her life to make it happy and beautiful and worth living, as all the other people she knew in the orchestra were older. Otherwise, she was a stranger to life.
Frilly and Andre Rieu were basically siblings, but he was so much older he was her dad. Parents sorta disappeared, but Frilly wasn't attached to her parents like people like Joanna were.
Frilly was a lot like Crystal. Both matched their beautiful, bold names, readily, though each were thinking differently.
Frilly worked hard to do things like shovel snow in fine areas and plow it in big areas. She also played her violin.
Her confusion was a point of interest. She explained to Andre how hard it was to serve people and meet their needs, as she was a sorta servant to the orchestra and Joanna. She, as always, did a great job.
They were in the room, and he pulled her on his knee sitting inward, age 16 and small like the littlest of girls. He hugged her and told her to cry to feel it better, an exercise she did once for the theater with the older women of the orchestra and Joanna. She didn't want to do it.
He rubbed her and asked hypnotically to her if Joanna was bothering her, and she thought of her own question to most other women and she hugged him and got close to him and denied it.
She set sleepily and spoke of her wonder of the past and the future and looked up at him forlornly and faintly.
She broke the silence once more asking if she could do anything to help him, and he could tell she was going to cry, as the answer was probably no. It was a common thing for little siblings to wonder if they can help and fixate their obsession on it. Helping might mean working when people are frustrated or as they say in modern times "stressed out" or used to.
Laugh, I can't expect to be able to look up Andre Rieu like everyone else, and in general feel satisfied?
What am I supposed to do, turn on my computer? I thought I was a human vegetable. "Here are your instructions." "What's the special prize, and who gets it?"
If you're still caught up in my statement he doesn't do much in my life, Andre Rieu, I don't mean because I don't know of him as long as Petra.
I guess I'm not shit and a lot of other people are. Waiting for me to die so I can't live my dreams.
Noticed anything good in classical music, lately?
Well, yea, but nothing to speak of? No one will listen.
What? I did do music, I'm not here to argue about it like kids say I'm this hard worker but what if there's some underlying issue.
How would I practice in Orlando with my parents bothering me...
Is teaching you to be an adult in high school just equipping you with feeling like a kid hanging out without teacher "supervision?"
It was a fail, but it was supposedly that.
Grade 4 - Violin Lessons...
Grade 7/8 - Saint Tammany Junior High School...
High School Year 1 - Salmen High School
1 - English II
2 - Geometry
3 - Career Orientation | Civics
4 - Biology I
5 - Talented Music
6 - Talented Theater
7 - PE
After School
- Ballet @ Giacobbe
- Jazz/Tap/Lyrical @ Galloway's
High School Year 2 - Salmen High School
1 - English III
2 - Algebra II
3 - World History
4 - Chemistry
5 - Talented Music
6 - Talented Theater
7 - PE
- Ballet @ Giacobbe
- Jazz/Tap/Lyrical @ Galloway's
High School Year 3 - Salmen High School
1 - English IV
2 - Advanced Math | Tirgonometry
3 - American History
4 - Chemistry II
5 - Talented Music
6 - Talented Theater
7 - PE
- Ballet @ Giacobbe
- Jazz/Tap/Lyrical @ Galloway's
High School Year 4 - Salmen High School
1 - Calculus
2 - Physics
3 - Biology II
4 - Free Enterprise | PE
5 - Talented Music
6 - Talented Theater
7 - PE
- Ballet @ Giacobbe
- Jazz/Tap/Lyrical @ Galloway's
College - Loyola New Olreans - Violin
It's all about the Latinos in the earlier 1900s. Baby Boomers are stuck as brunettes in dusty old houses further north, while Latinos establish a European culture in the Americas etc. including a holistic and more forgiving feel.
Why is Barb and Joni so interesting in my life being monitored in private like they're more interesting than me and better?
Women born in the early 1950s try so hard to make Generation X surprised and happy when their blank expression and reaction is the one thing they implement often.
Told children in my class today I was coming to a concert tonight. They asked was it the type of music I like to put on in class that makes them sleepy 😅 and they weren't really wrong. I'm at Andre Rieu
— KC⭐ (@K_CStar) May 9, 2024
So, what do you think about playing music but not being as attractive from doing physical activity?
People are still trying with other mixed Asians and Asians but not me, and that doesn't make sense when left to my own resources to figure it "out."
What do you think of French people..? I had a foreign exchange student who was 3/4 French from Germany, maybe had German.
Oh yea, we have time, to repeat this.
I never said I didn't want anyone to have their parents.
All I have to take at Saint Bonaventure...
10 more classes + violin
4 MUSIC CLASSES
maybe a music history
composition
conducting
senior music project
violin classes
2 RELIGIOUS CLASSES?
2 classes about the college itself
college religion
4 REGULAR GENERAL STUDIES CLASSES
a philosophy
science
diversity
maybe a writing class
So, it sounds like 3 semesters and I have a BA in Violin.
So, I have to get in the transcripts and then decide about the organ audition. If I do Music Education, I might just do piano if it's Instrumental.
