If I do move to a 1 bedroom apartment, even if it's in the same apartment complex, should I get a ferret? I might just turn the room into a dance studio, and the pet can go in the living area, or 2nd bedroom if I have extra money for some reason. I want an albino ferret.
Tuesday, May 21, 2024
Of Course
I'm getting gymnastics equipment, the long float-y thing to tumble on and for now at least a single bar.
Cough Drops
I just spent $40 on 12 packs of 19 cough drops, Ricola sugar free. The pills make me cough after I eat and sometimes almost throw up or throw up.
Dance
I think I'm gonna go to a dance school and take all like 10 classes I can that are allowed for adults.
If it gets cancelled when they put up the new schedule after this month and I can't find a place, I'll just do the Dance AA.
Crap Cat?
My next painting I'm gonna be more careful by chosing the background first and then drawing the cat in it.
French Major
First Year French I
First Year French II
Second Year French II
Second Year French III
Advanced Composition/Grammar
Advanced Conversation/Phoenetics
Analysis of French Texts
Intro to French Lit I
Intro to French Lit 2
Culture & Civ 1
Culture & Civ 2
Aha!
I might be able to dance in the community at Loyola. Without being on Dance Team or the rather secret Loyola dancing etc. That sounds best, community dance. I can ride my bike, possibly. I just need to get used to using the lock. At the Freiburger Barockorchester, they bike a long time?
New Idea - History Major
Requirements:
1. Global History 2
2. US History 1
3. US History 2
4. Historical Methods Lab
5. Historiography
Choices:
1. US History - The American Character
2. European History - Modern Europe 1815-1914
3. Non-US/European History - Historical Geography
4. Non-US/European History - War in the Modern World
5. History Elective - Modern Europe 1914-1945
6. History Elective - Modern Europe 1945-Present
7. History Elective - US: WWII to Present
I want to study History in college.
Requirements:
1. Global History 2
2. US History 1
3. US History 2
4. Historical Methods Lab
5. Historiography
Choices:
1. US History - History of New Orleans
2. European History - Empires in Modern Pacific
3. Non-US/European History - Race & Gender in the Atlantic
4. Non-US/European History - Queer History & Culture
5. History Elective - War in the Modern World
6. History Elective - Saints & Demons in Medieval Europe
7. History Elective - Witchcraft & Magic in Europe
Monday, May 20, 2024
Something Very Joking
I remember this, and it entertains me and is pertinent and relevant to my life. Petra Mullejans is an attractive violinist with an attractive daughter, whose dad leads the orchestra too. She finds out about my younger brother, of course. So, she understands he's half Asian but was more attractive than me, in some ways okay. I know she is supposed to want her mom etc., but when reality sets in about her associations she says, "I want Michael." Her parents looked upset she seemed not to beat me.
Then, Petra Mullejans, the violinist lady/mom, is strict on me about even my younger girl cousin Ashley, who is a little younger than her daughter, who is even more younger but not much than my younger brother. Now, I am always good, but if Ashley has a problem, it's brought on me.
I'm sorry this is not politics in the news, I'm not in rage but I'm serious I'm right.
NEW IDEA!
Tri-C @ Cleveland > AA Violin Performance & Dance
Loyola University New Orleans > BM Violin Performance & Ballet @ Tulane & Gymnastics Club Team @ Tulane
:D
Practice
I want plenty of time to practice. Finishing my AA first, will help. I felt silly doing all my time for nothing.
I think I found a dance club sport.
May as well?
https://loyno.campuslabs.com/engage/organization/flawlessgoldenwolves
I don't want to do the secret dance program in Loyola, too modern.
I went to dance team tryouts before here. Also, there may be ballet off campus somewhere. I can take classes at Tulane, too, though. So, maybe I should just do that. I thought it'd take time to change and stuff. Which one?
New Idea
Tri-C (Cleveland) AA - Violin Performance
Loyola - BM - Violin Performance
The sports meets are too much time.
... ?
AA Music
I guess first I'll get an AA easy at Tri-C.
If I don't have to do more General Studies will probably do a BM in 2 years.
New Idea
Loyola
Dance Team
Broadway Dorm
Bachelor of Arts - Music
Honors
A Bachelor of Arts maybe because I'll be less likely to be kicked out than if I were in a Bachelor of Music and to take more Honors / General Studies courses at advanced.
Of, violin of course, and they do have a pedagogy course I think and it's similar to majoring some.
Chosing a College
I don't know if the pedagogy majors are that different, but those are good ones as BMs. If I do string pedagogy, I might do all strings and don't really care much about it..
So, Wheaton? The one with the cheerleading club!
Well
I'm too late to try out for Dance Team there, so I will try for both colleges, in a year anyway, see which one I can dance at..
More
I found a college with a Bachelor of Music in String Pedagogy and a Dance Team. University of New Mexico. I think I will try to go there.
New Idea
I want to try to go to a campus and major in Music Pedagogy, on violin. I found one. It's a Bachelor of Music!
Question
I used to be able to sing The Phantom of the Opera like when I was 15, 16, 17.. why am I a dork? Where did everyone else go?
I think I'm just gonna do this for now.
https://www.liberty.edu/online/education/bachelors/bed/english-as-a-second-language/
I don't want just the certification for online and abroad. I'm going through the whole Bachelor of Education in Teaching English as a Second Language, for Pre-K - 12.
Oh, that's Liberty University. I also want to go to Franklin for Exercise Science, it's in Ohio.
https://www.franklin.edu/degrees/bachelors/exercise-science
Online:
Bachelor of Education - Teaching English as a Second Language (Pre-K - 12th) - Liberty U (Virginia)
Bachelor of Science - Exercise Science - Franklin U (Ohio)
Where should I teach EFL?
England? Nah, even though I'm teaching as American? Who wants to learn American? Europe?
My Next Goal
I do have a savings for a pet, but I am gonna send my transcripts to Liberty University, which costs money, and "apply for FAFSA." I'm gonna forget about worrying about a ferret or pets. I'm gonna cook my food. I'll see what my health requires, I may dance and have 2 gym memberships, one being a Black Card for Planet Fitness, its higher/highest membership. We'll see how this goes. I'll do just like 2 courses at a time or 1 if it's a short period of time, at least for now, and see if I get smarter or better, but this is an easy major for me, like Music / Music Education was.
Andre Rieu
Andre Rieu, I figured out part of you.
You had your son Pierre because in Orlando I remember the best was a bus driver who was probably mixed with a little Black and some Middle Eastern etc. You wanted to see if they were interested in having s** or being loved.
(You also gave up on yourself and sharing your dreams with anyone, like you were a loner who wanted to open up to people strictly about it being good and White successfully, where I kinda take 2nd place and am worrying in feeling, where people hang reminders of death around me sometimes or break out in terror of how bad they make it for me. I didn't used to live this way, and neither are others made to by others.)
Anyway, it did seem tacky, but you got people to cooperate and got popular like my dad marrying someone from a better heritage. Middle Eastern is a highly coveted race, and I'll not near Germany's sentiment on that if it exists in the negative or overbearing to Whites not considered German in heritage.
So, you got popular by advertising your son Pierre.
New Idea
BEd TESL
BS TESL
I guess the Masters is like with music when you go back and do Historical Performance like it's supposed to be all that enjoyable.
Liberty University
Liberty University is an online college, as well as an on campus college. Of course, I'm going online.
I'm declaring 2 degrees.
Liberty University
BEd TESL
BS TESL
The BEd TESL is for Pre-K - 12th grade!
I will take a long time to finish, but it looks like fun ... and a lot of classes including General Studies might overall overlap, except there's plenty of Education courses.
I'm almost perfected at grammar, as a student. I remember every little thing that's important, usually, not everything though. It's very easy. I know a lot of catch phrases or whatever etc.
It will be a nice life going from place to place in any country, like a Maria (von Trapp.)
Dance
I wonder if I shouldn't dance and just eat. True, when I get in shape I can dance.
I'll be enjoying myself for once.
Sunday, May 19, 2024
Meeting Me?
It's not that I was the amazing product back in the day, like 2005, but it was what I was up to and things we all did. I was another little princess girl, not a real princess meaning.
Nails Cut
Happy Birthday to Me!
I cut my fingernails earlier today and my toenails just now after my shower!
It's not as easy/fun in the nursing home, but I do it often at home..
Blonde Hair .. Blue Eyes!
I wonder if I tried really hard just to have blue eyes, and then expected my hair to get lighter as it was already brown, born black with a brown tint. Many fair white blondes are born with black hair? Many aren't? Also, my skin was flushed. It seems all the attention went to my younger brother with the fair tanned skin.. A lotta people popular like that.
Music Teachers
I thought of why music teachers think they're so cool. They don't look like silly performers with a lack of talent. Their talent is being s**y for children etc.
They're the way of the future. They stand for children and failure of adults as musical performers ever.
Were you ever "ready?"
Maybe not as pretty as a child or whenever, but to say you were willing to do what you should to look cute as a child or whatever?
My theory is that people born around 1961 - 1970s are peeved at kids who aren't as attractive as Baby Boomers. Most people are just as good as each other and if not accepted and loved turn out uglier from sitting around not being able to do anything socially.
Saturday, May 18, 2024
Some of Andre Rieu's People
Emma Kok - 16-year-old solo singer girl
- She is nice and there to model her beauty. She is a "true" Dutch girl, with some more positive repercussions among the crowd as I'd hoped.
Serena - violinist girl with long bright very light hair
- She may be closer to Andre Rieu than his son Pierre, but I'd rather hear him say, "That doesn't matter," or "No, she's not," which means it's the answer to the question in this way but not overall in every way. You've got to get into what's running our lives and talk about these things in a nice way, like this. Also, it won't come out bad later?
Annabelle - brunette violinist, young, supple, very thin, Australian
- a true English girl.. nuff said
Maja - young floutist
- Notorious for her white hair, so better watch out?
Percussionists
- They are a great family but hard to get close to, great Dutch family, in the music I hope.
Laurianne
- She's a spunky violinist, blonde.
Joline
- Dutch blonde singer, tall and slender. She's so nice but needs to be protected.
Sanne
- English horn? Such a sweet girl!
Micaela
- white blonde solo singer, so sweet!
Nadejda
- white blonde violist, very cool!
Virgenie
- blonde violinist? very sweet.
Christina
- Choral singer with a solo this season, very cute!
Idea
I guess on the computer notate a song I make up and practice them on violin, but I wonder if I can make a MIDI easily.
Dance Classes
Monday - Modern - 55 Minutes - Level III-IV - Age 9-Adult - 4:50-5:45 P.M.
Monday - Contemporary - 55 Minutes - Level III-IV - Age 9-Adult - 5:50-6:45 P.M.
Monday - Jazz - 55 Minutes - Level III-IV - Age 9-Adult - 6:50-7:45 P.M.
Monday - Flexibility & Injury Prevention - 1/2 Hour - Age 9-Adult - 7:50-8:20 P.M.
Monday - Musical Theatre - 55 Minutes - Level III-IV - Age 9-Adult - 8:25-9:20 P.M.
Tuesday - Ballet - 1 1/2 Hours - Level IV-V - Age 9-Adult - 6:25-7:55 P.M.
Wednesday - Ballet - 1/2 Hour - Pre-Pointe - Age 9-Adult - 4:45-5:15 P.M.
Wednesday - Leaps, Turns, Jumps, Stretch & Flexibility - 45 Minutes - Level III - Teen/Adult - 5:20-6:05 P.M.
Wednesday - Hip Hop - 55 Minutes - Level III-IV - Age 9-Adult - 7:10-8:05 P.M.
Wednesday - Contemporary - 55 Minutes - Level III-IV - Age 9-Adult - 8:10-9:05 P.M.
Thursday - Tap - 55 Minutes - Intro-III - Age7-Adult - 8:30-9:25 P.M.
2 buses - 1 hour 15 minutes
Well, I just read this schedule is til May 2024. That's now, and I start maybe June.
Isn't it just a dream come true and more and you can wear nice clothes.
It's 11 classes, probably around 11 hours. I should be able to afford it, especially since I stayed in a cheap little old apartment, not too too dangerous.
High School - What I Could Have Done & TESL & My Parents' Speaking
Salmen High School
After School - Ballet @ Giacobbe & Dance @ Galloway's & Violin
Year 1
1- English II
2- Geometry
3- Biology
4- Career Orientation | Civics
5- PE
6- French I
7- Spanish I
Year 2
1- English III
2- Algebra II
3- Chemistry
4- World History
5- French II
6- Spanish II
7- German I
Year 3
1- English IV
2- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
3- Physics
4- American History
5- French III
6- Spanish III
7- German II
Year 4
1- Calculus
2- Chemistry II
3- Biology II
4- PE | Health
5- French IV
6- Spanish IV
7- German III | Free Enterprise
College - Violin, French, Spanish...
I'd be with the foreign exchange students! I had one here in 12th grade but switched to another high school. I'm so glad now I'm doing a BS in TESL (Teaching English as a Second Language) online. I haven't officially started and still need to send my transcripts. It sounds more affordable when I tried to look these things up, I think. I hope FAFSA and the grants make it free. I wonder if I can learn European languages: German, French, ... I wanted to do classical music in Germany or France. I like other countries, too. Another big one is England. At least, I'll have my Bachelor's. My mom's major was basically esl, English as a Second Language. Her speaking is beautiful. I compared her to my dad, who did super well according to professors, in Engilsh, but he majored in Psychology. I read their essays/writing and the corrections my dad made to my mom in them. I miss them so much in this way. I didn't get to do this often. My mom was in higher education! or whatever. It was so cool.
I need to figure out what to do in Dance, too.
"For Sale"
I'm selling my squid painting online for $1. I make like 45 cents. It's the cheapest allowed.
Shower
I'm supposed to take a shower soon. I don't feel like it yet. It's during the day allowed for me today or something. I was thinking of napping... again.
College
I applied for the BS in TESL (Teaching English as a Second Language) online! LU (Liberty University.) I think it's more affordable. I like this school too. It has some good kinds of programs.
Andre Rieu and What Sucks
Never ask Andre Rieu an important question, he doesn't have to answer. Way to keep a cleaner record.
Something sucks, it seems that it's that when I'm alone and have resources the people monitoring me in private bother me, like they are trying to copy Ashley as a coping skill and to annoy me. Being institutionalized in uncomfortable places, they didn't' do that as much overall, and I don't wanna hafta be here. They can be different, but still that's what it is or maybe "was." It shouldn't depend on if I have lots of food to make it worse if I don't have it together then. That's the base of my life that sucks, anyway.
I don't like how it's been established that some Baby Boomers are material for either not being considered to ever talk to someone younger or are only for "the best." They are acting like it's impossible for me because of race and getting into my private life of what my parents did without being nice about it. May as well accept all Caucasians, too. They aren't good with other races, at all, being included.
Friday, May 17, 2024
If I make money, like Barb, I will have a nice guest room or so to take in families in need that are comfortable around me personally like family. I will donate to those in need individually and since I’m smart chose what happens to that money. It’s always good to have a backup plan and make sure help doesn’t find itself the wrong way.
Relative
Dad with his youngest sister’s only daughter’s youngest of two children, sons, who has a different dad than her oldest son.
Frilly
Crystal's Private World 🦄 🙄 😒 🧐 🤨 🥀 💙 🩵 🥶 🫨 🤳 🪵 🐒🦍 🐾 🪱
Crystal ran away in private and cuddled up in a little room of hers she made out with a blanket and pillow on a cushion on the floor. She wasn't sobbing because she was busy thinking. She had a picture in a frame of her mom and looked at it. She knew her name was Bridget Speele. Crystal was now 14 years old, and her mom was only 19 when she was born. She was to never see her again. Lucky she was born, unless she was taken out early.
Crystal felt horrified. She was always nice to everyone. She had the orchestra secretly jealous of her being the last of the great Andre Rieu's daughters. He had one girl named Frilly who was 16 and an older girl named Joanna who was 20. Now, Andre Rieu was in love interests with another woman named Joan. She was supposed to meet her dad who she never saw but now he never knew her and just kept up with her older part sister little Frilly, who shared mothers who were half sisters. Felicity was gone, anyway, gave a good show.
She was in a cozy place to herself, a cavern in a tavern. It was beautiful outside there, a lovely garden and the skies above. There were dewdrops all around. There were birds grazing.
She went out and strolled slowly, trying to help not even dreaming of her dad the great Andre Rieu. She just didn't want to feel bad around everyone she knew and grow to be that way meeting a blank stranger checking her social background. She pulled out her cellphone and checked Facebook.
Frilly
Crystal's Puzzle-ments 🍄 🤔 🥸 💀 😥 🥀 🦕 🧸 🚥 🔊
Crystal was caught and crying and could not get out. She was all alone. What escape was there? Drugs? In a world where Andre Rieu's musicians were at her for their excuses constantly going about being jealous of her, when they would find how much they need not ever be, it's like the world said wait don't do drugs, we'll fix this somehow, you won't all be jealous of little kids now. But these leaders were swarmed and consumed and swallowed up whole, as if by huge snakes.
What did the drugs have to do with her? Just that, then? No one cared to look into anything, as if there was no answer, to all her problems, and no one would leave her alone or treat her normal and talk to her. She was a great person, but so much for being the youngest of the great Andre Rieu, who had 2 daughters, Frilly and Crystal. Frilly was with his first wife, Felicity, and Crystal was from the woods in a romance with another girl who was very young. Now, Andre Rieu flirts with Joanna, and Felicity is barely seen.
Out of the shadows came a real bully with crooked teeth and a missing tooth, a tall lanky boy with yellow dusty faded hair a little spiky and combed back to the side, pale blue eyes, peach skin. "So," he said approaching her, a shadow in the open light. He scuttled in. He kneeled down and put his arm around her and said, "Trust in me!"
"No!" said Crystal, going back into his arm. She ran away, and the sickly boy could not even keep up.
Problem
I didn't ask for these folks to come into my life now and tire me out. I was gonna do something.
Joni "Settles for Less"
Why does Joni not get pestered with problems with Andre, like other people recommending her out?
Andre is a great thing. It's not like since I'm great I don't have him cuz he's not good enough. Or I do great things in life like I didn't accept his conducting.
Andre & Joni
I guess Joni and Andre are just too perfect for each other.
It looks like he's just being mean to me, not saying I'm 2nd.
The Greats
I should look to the greats in the arts, not like oh someone who does music is nothing in art. I always thought musicians were good at art, dancing/ballet. It's not that they've done it but that they chose an art to be good at. The arts movements followed each other in history, seems somewhat magically.
Lunch
Lunch was a salad, the nursing home's chef salad, minus the dressing since I didn't apply it.
I just opened a cup of applesauce from last night.
I'm glad I came here and learned of that kidney disease exists. I think I'm loving this insulin, now.
I still didn't finish the salad.
I have the doctor appointment on the phone later now, 2:00 P.M. It should be better than what the last test results produced, or was it the brain scan and now it's a different blood sampling?
I'm glad I had the McDonald's treat last night, but it'd be to spend $40 or $50 at Applebee's or whatever it is at Outback for a full course meal or whatever it is. Wouldn't it be nice if my art sold? I can paint, I can play.
Breakfast
I just had a small bowl of "cream of wheat" and a small cinnamon roll.
I'm sick of their eggs, and the bacon isn't that great.
I'm having some iced tea from last night's "snack cart."
This is so not enough. I might get some money from an app, looks like around $150, $100. I'll save it for when I really need to order food, maybe for my birthday Monday. I have enough for 1 more DoorDash, since last night's emergency. I have like $19 left. You know, I slept in after waking up once at 4, which has maybe never happened. I feel I slept well. My dreams weren't so impulsively dangerous, neither, like some had been. I wonder if I can afford Outback, something worthwhile there or really tasty.
Right now, I'm sucking on a cough drop and eyeing my bed.
It sucks I didn't go home earlier this month.
So I could save money for postponed rent, I wish I didn't plan to maybe move to another apartment in April and went home already. I was supposedly able to, but they still haven't.. I should have gone home long ago. They've made me nervous.
Food
I got a double quarter pounder at McDonald's, combo.
There was supposed to be a BBQ earlier today, but it was put at lunch when I ordered a salad instead of the regular lunch. Hamburgers & hot dogs. My breakfast was only a small bowl of something ("cream of wheat." It does taste good, but it was too small.) Lunch was part of their chef salad, yet again. (I ordered hamburgers half the replacements for next week.) Supper was some steamed un-fresh vegetables, a half a slice of garlic thick white sliced bread, and maybe 4 large raviolis but not like 1/2 the plate large. I did have a thin frozen pizza earlier today, regular cheese, from Dollar Tree online. I walked a lot outside and went to the *party*, too. It was kinda hot out, with a cool breeze, though.
I don't even have enough for my birthday, as of now, and it looks like I won't unless I get birthday money or money for my new squid art I have to do a painting possibly traced of. I wanted to make something worth $20. I'm not crazy about details being made up, so it's gonna look a little retarded but fun. Hopefully no problems.. I did some of these before, so I know about what it's like and am ready to get started. I wonder if cartoon strips are worth a lot.
Thursday, May 16, 2024
Frilly
Family Ties 🚂🚃🚃🚃 🔥💖 🎉🙉 💚 🍄 🏜 🥀 🌩⛈🌨☔🫧🌈 ❤🔥 🦄
"All aboard!" shouted the conductor.
Andre Rieu's glorious orchestra boarded the train, diligently, Frilly bringing up the rear, as Andre selectively nudged her rear and lifted her to him and sat her across his lap, a strong but petite girl.
Crystal was Frilly's new little sister. No one knew about her until now. She was 13 years old, still young and bright, not quite 16 but still over 12.
She was very independent and "snazzy," would be the word. She found a seat with some girls in the back, mystified and intrigued at their jealousy of her being Andre's youngest, looking forward to how it felt to be around him.
Crystal was already very good at reading and was learning to speak more Spanish in the train. She ordered some food and was very rich from her "hidden talents."
Today, she had a French braid up to one side. Of course, she did it herself. Her hair was a bright blonde. Her eyes were sapphire, so you be the judge of what's that. Her hair was also gold like expensive jewelry, or perhaps "24 karat gold." Sometimes, it twinkled like platinum.
Crystal had see through long sleeves on, a nice turquoise or greenish blue, bunched up. She had a little dress of see through material and long paints bunched up at the bottom in a silky stretchy material for little young girls. The cuffs were a deep indigo. The front was plain with a big collar of deep indigo, as well. There were sparkles all over it in a bright light blue. Her shoes were like elf boots, a bright shiny blue with laces on the side slanted so it wasn't so noticeable and could be adjusted in size. Her hair band was also bright light blue, a thick ponytail holder. She learned to make these herself. She had her nice drawstring bag that worked as waterproof. Her hair flipped at the end, and her long thick bangs were swept to the side.
Her book was starting to get a little tiring, but it was good, though so she put it down, away in her bag and ordered more to eat to fill her belly up.
Andre Rieu's orchestra filed out the cars, clitter-clatter. Clip clop, flip flop.
Frilly bounded out. She patted Crystal who smiled back. Peter and Philomena, twins who were Andre's nephew and niece, had Andre on their minds. They were a mischievous pair who were rather attractive and well-off and got along well, but they didn't dazzle like Crystal, the package deal here. Frilly was close to her dad. She walked hand in hand with Andre, who led her on. She was pretty in a nice long pink dress she made. The material was so thick and soft, and she got to making it, herself.
Joanna was Andre's philanderer. She was herself an all in one "package deal." No one was too jealous of her like they were of Crystal actively in their minds and in how they acted in some ways, some ways obvious and cloaked and some ways "not so obvious."
Crystal was a little worn out physically, so Andre picked up and carried his little baby girl. She was in good spirits, but Andre coo'd her to settle down. He talked to her, and she tried to talk, as well, but he relaxed her again.
High School & College - Projection
Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
Dance Team
Year 1
1- Religion I
2- English II
3- Geometry
4- Biology I
5- History
6- French I
7- Spanish I
Year 2
1- Religion II
2- English III
3- Algebra II
4- Chemistry I
5- History
6- French II
7- Spanish II
Year 3
1- Religion III
2- English IV
3- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
4- History
5- PE | Health
6- French III
7- Spanish III
Year 4
1- Religion IV
2- English V
3- Calculus
4- Physics
5- PE
6- French IV
7- Spanish IV
College - Loyola University New Orleans - BM Music Performance - Violin ... French & Spanish ... Dance Team
High School - What I Might Have Done
Pope John Paul II Catholic High School
Dance Team
Year 1
1- Religion I
2- English I
3- Geometry
4- History
5- Physical Science
6- PE | Health
7- French I
Year 2
1- Religion II
2- English II
3- Algebra II
4- History
5- Biology I
6- PE II
7- French II
Year 3
1- Religion III
2- English III
3- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
4- History
5- Chemistry I
6- French III
7- Art I
Year 4
1- Religion IV
2- English IV
3- Calculus
4- Physics
5- French IV
6- Art II
7-
Am I missing something?
Are people approachable?
Andre Rieu is like a wax figure, a relic of the past, representing classical music. His dad I know was already a conductor himself. They had a save haven in the Netherlands (Dutch) as a French family. Everyone fondles him to this day for it.
They must be affected to a point of that which did not really happen to people yet. Maybe it happened to the musicians and not the music. It's made into such a big deal, this mess.
The Kind!
What kinda crap is Cleveland? Crusty. I woke up the next morning and they thought I had a moment, last night, when some people were being abusive. In fact, it's their project this morning.
Too Late?
I didn't do Dance Team because my mom said I could spend the summer with her mom visiting. I was in "ballet," anyway?
Continued - It's "the buzz."
...that I'm not good enough for Andre Rieu.
Go find something else to do, you pigs.
Peeved
People seem to think Andre Rieu is "better" than me, and I don't care to entertain them.
Why should that affect my life with others?
Wednesday, May 15, 2024
High School - What I Wish I Did
Salmen High School
Year 1
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- English II
4- Algebra II
5- Chemistry
6- Career Orientation | Civics
7- PE I
Year 2
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- English III
4- Advanced Math | Trigonometry
5- Physics
6- World History
7- PE II | Health
Year 3
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- English IV
4- Calculus
5- Chemistry II
6- American History
7- Free Enterprise | PE II
Year 4
1- Dance Team
2- Elective
3- Biology II
4- PE III
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Where is this going?
If Andre Rieu is maybe never meeting with me much at all, then why is he less adamant towards me musically than a college professor or general 1990s aficionado. He even looks intimidated about me regarding the existence of the topic in general with anyone. It makes me feel ^uncomfortable^! His excuse is that I'll get all this other ^stuff^ instead, like I want...see where I'm going, am I gonna get stuff I need then? socially.
You know, my "pet peeve" with his group but not him is that they're just waiting for me to freshen up and get in shape before I can do anything at all in life or make any move even if it's not like them performing in front of other people with Andre Rieu at their mercy. They themselves have nothing to offer, in the way they expect me to offer something.
Andre Rieu
Why does Andre Rieu seem passionate against people who self-glorify over tunes like "Chopsticks" on the piano and the opening tune of "Beethoven's 5th.."
It's just like the Freiburger Barockorchester, my passion for pleasure in music is not met with any affection or even approval as a musician technically.
Andre Rieu's Orchestra
If Andre Rieu's orchestra keeps acting sad to me they aren't Andre Rieu himself, why are they on Instagram inactively?? It's not a place for people to "play around." I'm in life to talk without other people talking over me all the time. 'And I don't just play "Chopsticks" on the piano-
Don't Fit In
I don't like what's lurking about here.
I'm missing what other people already have Up North, at this point. I wonder what I attain by lingering here, for now. It looks like the good ole days are gone, anywhere, in different ways.
Bad People Anywhere
Apparently, they like to surprise you as Clevelanders.
It just makes me not know where to live, sometimes. I'm pointlessly wandering around pleasing people.
"Decisions Decisions"
I bought stuff to make acrylic paintings for $35 to sell on Etsy. I got 10 canvases, like 10" x 10", almost a foot long.
..I figured, I'd use it for DoorDash if I didn't. At home, I'll get EveryPlate, which is delicious, and I'll not have this problem. Plus, I'm trying to work from home, even now.
Why should I care?
Everyone I meet is just trying to annoy me.
Soon, I will have my independence.
They are ghey.
Andre Rieu
For complaining about Andre Rieu, they sure make a big fuss over him.
Hey, it's Andre's big day, not the orchestra's. Foo-y, orchestras don't appreciate anything.
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